r/ConfessionsPH

Im suddenly feeling so horny rn. I want to be eaten so bad. I need tongue to lick and suck me. I need a habd to carress and f me
but i always i hide this side of me..
Just now i can’t handle this feeling while at work. I crave for satisfaction.
Any tito near me? Goodlooking, neat clean and mabango with a car.

Meron din kaya ditong ibang nakakaexperience ng ganito? I am in my late 20s now, but nothing has really changed mula noon.

Every time I go out alone, palaging may instance na kakausapin ako, iaapproach, o 'di kaya susundan pauwi (this is the worst) while saying some stuff and trying to initiate a conversation, trying to compliment me, but you know a genuine one from something na medyo lustful na. Madalas, lalaki 'to na mga 30+ to mala-manong. Minsan marami, minsan mag isa, minsan nkamotor o sasakyan, mdalas mga lakad....

I've done almost everything to avoid this simula noong nalaman ko na madalas akong maganito, elementary pa lang. Mga nasubukan ko na: nagpapahatid sa guy friends pauwi (or pag wala, girl and gay friends), changed routes, and adjusted my clothing/style...although I have been on the boyish style already while growing up. I also tried to pretend that I was talking to someone on the phone mdlas Daddy or Kuya kunwari ang kausap. This worked sometimes, but what ultimately worked was when I was in a relationship. Now, it has been years na hindi ako in a relationship puro LDR lang, at nanumbalik na naman 'yong ganito. Pero ayoko nang pumasok sa relationship dahil lang dito...

Naka-sanayan ko na tuloy na when I get home, or pag malapit na, I always look left and right before I go in. Hindi na ako natahimik; hindi na ako nakakalabas nang maayos. Now, I always have to bother someone pag may kailangan akong puntahan. I have tried booking a car or motor, but same fate... People seem to abuse and torture the quiet ones palagi. Nakakalungkot na parang wala nang lunas kundi lumabas ng may kasama o not lumabas at all... Marami na yung mga pang self defense na nabili ko but on the top of my head, I am still afraid to use them siyempre.

Mapa-lalaki, babae, o part ng LGBTQIA+, wala talagang ligtas sa ganito. Kailan kaya mauubos ang bastos?

Fiance went through surgical menopause because of cancer. Bale tinanggal yung ovaries yeah and that has massive hormonal implications regarding sex and her overall health.

She's beat cancer and I'm proud of her for doing so.

But having non existent sex for more than a year is killing me. I'm just 30 and I miss the intimacy. But I also can't blame her lack of libido for going through cancer and not having the desire for intimacy despite going through HRT.

I'm lonely. At least physically, maybe even emotionally.

Sorry for subjecting you guys through this. It's not my fault and it's not hers. I just feel so fucking lonely. I'm also so jealous of other couples. I miss having a sex life, but it hurts me because I can't tell her and she has other things on her mind such as the fear of the cancer coming back anytime.

Am I selfish? I love her but it's so fucking hard to live like this for the rest of my life.

Hello! This is my first time to confess here and until now nag s-sink in pa rin sa'kin yung nakita ko.

During my breaktime (WFH), after kong mag lunch bigla akong tinamaan ng l*bog so pumasok ako sa kwarto and I turned off the lights kasi mas gusto ko lights off HAHAHA. Syempre since malayo ako sa bf ko and bihira kaming magkita i try to touch myself muna. Everytime na nagsasarili ako, pumupunta ako sa X to scroll down and to watch some 🌽 videos ng mga di kilalang content creators (sawa na ako sa PH and other 🌽 websites kasi halatang scripted). While scrolling, biglang bumungad sa akin yung isang indian guy and girl and ayun nga, tinignan ko maigi kung legit bang bata pa kasi mukhang bata talaga, tinignan ko pa ng matagal. Tapos yung nag v-video is parang yung nanay pa, and yung girl is around (12-15). Chineck ko yung mga comments and legit nga! FCKKKKKKK first time kong makakita ng ganung video and nawala ako sa mood kaya tinigil ko na. Hanggang ngayon naiisip ko pa rin yun kasi nakakadiri talaga as in. 😭

I just want to be desired, looked at like im the best thing that has happened to them at that moment.

I want to be wanted and cared for while also being objectified and treated like a sl♡t

I want long term, temporary commitment, like an affair, but a damn good one.

I want that person to know that even if I can't be fully theirs, I will always be his when they want me whichever which way.

Tempt me, desire me. Unlock me and hold the key.

Well aside from having a regular fubu na friend ko I secretly hire walkers in between so probably this past year from 4 na body count from last year I had as much as 10+ more. Naturally really horny ako lagi like araw araw like more than i use to be probably sa stress and past experience with my actual last ex, hinahanap hanap ko yung time ko with her. Hindi ko pa din mahanap till now haha. Sana maka settle down ako someday.

This happened during 2015. Naka dorm ako sa Manila and every Friday, umuuwi ako sa QC.

This time since nakapag ipon ipon ako and im hella tired. Nag taxi ako.

Si kuya driver madalas makipag usap as in lingon talaga at eye to eye, simpleng sagot pero titingin talaga sakin.

Nang malapit na sa bahay, dito na ako naka ramdam ng hilo at antok. Idk if its the smell pero wala naman siya face mask. Tapos pansin ko bumabagal na din pag drive niya.

Nilalabanan ko antok ko kasi this time im thinking na baka umikot pa siya para lang tumaas yung metro, kaya im fighting to be awake at ang sakit na din ng ulo ko.

At this point since ang bagal na nga mag drive ni kuya tinutukan ko na ng maigi, tuloy padin siya sa pag lingon ng eye to eye sakin.

Kinabahan ako so bumaba ako ng malayo sa bahay pero connected siya ng eskenita para mabilis ako maka takbo at hindi niya ako masusundan. Pumayag naman at pinakawalan ako, grabe antok ko

Pag dating ko sa bahay, bagsak agad sa kama at natulog.

Pag gising ko ng umaga dun ko na realize na nahyhynotize ako ng staring at the eyes. At napa isip ako, what ako kaya gagawin sakin kung naka tulog ako sa kotse..

What did you do when your boyfriend called you insecure or called you a b*tch?

Did you confront him about it, give him space, or just let him go? I’d genuinely like to hear how you handled it, especially if you still loved the person and wanted to work things out.

May nagpost sa r/PhR4Friends kagabi looking for someone to call. Nag message ako, konting introduction and I said my telegram username is on my bio. She messaged me around 12mn, and I read her message around 2am. We called btw. Malakas ang ulan, were both horny and nauwi sa vcs. Ang sarap nya. I asked for a photo and she refused kasi baka ma doxx daw sya because she's one of the top poster at r/Phgymselfie. I stalked her profile and sya nga, yung nakikita ko mostly. Ang sarap nya. Her moan, boobs and pussy are top tier.

after a long time of ignoring this feeling, di ko na talaga kaya. i miss having sex so bad. or kahit yung may mag-suck lang ng nipples ko. damn. ik this sounds so desperate😭 pero wala e yun yung naffeel ng body ko

but ayoko rin naman to have sex with someone na kung sino sino🥲 gusto ko parin siya gawin with someone na may genuine connection ako. i mean kaya ko parin naman to satisfy my needs pero cmon iba talaga kapag ibang tao yung gumagawa sayo. ayun lang naman hahahaha🫩

Ive been having this strange feeling,im excited about meeting new people,rather staying in one soul.i dont know. But this keeps me excited.

Im an artist.and i was dumped badly in my last experience.now i have good income.one day woke up that i wanna experience this new thing ive been feeling.

So im Looking for a good time with good tip

Sta.mesa area.hit me up

There were tons of messages in this app that I’ve hidden, so kahit maganda yung flow ng usapan, hindi ko yun makikita, unless may mag DM ulit.

Also, I’ve uninstalled my Telegram two days ago, where both great and steamy conversations happened.

Reddit and Telegram yung naging way for me to express my darkest/hidden desires, but I don’t know - maybe I got tired of the routine or my life in general, which is why I just shut down and stopped responding.

I stopped responding even if the conversation were great, maybe because I might be tempted to do something I am not supposed to.

I feel guilty knowing that they assumed that they crossed our boundaries, or they said something that offended me.

I’m not even sure if I can or will say goodbye. I might not be in the proper headspace to maintain a conversation at the moment, but maybe I will be again in a week or month’s time? I don’t know.

Or maybe one day, I will just disappear as if none of these narratives of mine ever existed.

confess lang ako huhuuu. sobrang sarap iedge ng sarili ko ngayon lalo maulan ang panahon at buong araw lang nasa bahay kc wfh me. ineedge ko pa sarili ko infront of my laptop screen tapos bukang-buka pa legs ko kshks mind u nasa zoom ako now kac may meeting kami ab team bldng. I feel so horny right now sobra sobra di ko na lam kung mapapawi ba to ng pag ffinger lang at rub Kaya i keep on edging myself na lng hbang nag iimagine na may nagffuck sakin. tas bukang buka nya long legs ko lol No judge pls thanks yun lng back2 edge na ulit ako hihi 😇

I need to vent to people who might actually get it, because the last few weeks have been heavy.

​I spent four years—most of my early 30s—in a relationship that ended because he simply wasn't financially or mentally ready to get married or build a real future. Leaving was necessary, but coming back into the dating scene at 34 has been a total culture shock.

​Because of the pressure of my body clock and this constant, nagging background noise that my time to have a family is running out, I found myself doing something I swore I’d never do: accepting the bare minimum. Actually, no—less than the bare minimum.

​Enter my most recent situationship. I almost fell for him. He gave me just enough crumbs to keep me hooked, but deep down, I knew I was settling for breadcrumbs out of fear of ending up alone. Yesterday, I finally pulled myself together, remembered my worth, and walked away. I’m proud of myself for leaving, but I’m still grieving what I wished it could have been.

​To make matters harder, my past is catching up with my self-esteem. I went through a phase where I was very open and active sexually. Now, whenever I date or meet someone new, it feels like they immediately put me in the "Fun / FWB" box instead of the "Girlfriend / Future Wife" box. It feels like a punishment for a past I’ve outgrown. I crave for emotional intimacy, partnership, and a family, but guys keep treating me like a stopover.

​I’m 34, single, staring down my biological clock, and feeling like I’m in the middle of a full-blown midlife crisis. I’m doing the work to stand my ground and refuse poor treatment, but god, it is exhausting and lonely.

​Has anyone else been in this exact spot in their 30s? How did you stop feeling like time was running out, and how did you break the cycle of being seen as just a casual option?

My girl and I are having sex you know casual sex lang pero I think ovulation nya ngayon kasi apaka wild nya but thats not the topic of this story. What happens here is while she’s sucking my D she plays with my butt IDK how to describe it but I felt good and then she also play with my chest and my nipple just like how we men suck and play nipple to girls and again it felt good shes suck my nipple while jacking off my dick, it was my first-time being in that situation. It felt weird and wrong but it was nice nagustohan ko at na tuturn on ako.

I asked her about it and her response was she just like my body, will to be fair I am fairly muscular because I go to the gym and never skipped leg day

Question am I gay for feeling good on it????

Ever since nung teenage years ko na-discover ko na may panty fetish ako. Kapag nakakakita ako ng brochure ng underwear sobrang natuturn on ako na di ko mapaliwanag.

Kapag may time noon na accidentally ko nakikita yung panty ng mga classmates ko or random girls talagang tumitigas ng matinde yung alaga mo.

Akala ko mawawala sya as time goes by pero mali ako kahit ngayong adult na ako sobrang natuturn on pa din ako kapag nakakakita ng naka panty.

Dumating pa sa point na minsan ginagamit ko pang masturbate yung panty. May time nga na di ko napigilan sarili ko nung nakita ko yung panty nung kaibigan ko na girl sa bathroom nila, ginamit ko itong pang masturbate.

Ito yung mga bagay na kadalasan natuturn on ako:

1. ⁠Pag di sinasadya mabosohan yung girl kahit dun sa may butt part tapos nakita ko yung panty.
2. ⁠Stories, conversations or chats about panties
3. ⁠Naka panty during foreplay
4. ⁠Actual picture ng girl na naka panty
5. Panty lines

Pero may limit itong panty fetish ko. I never bought or asked for used panties.
Dumating na din sa point na during sex di ako masyado natuturn on sa babaeng nakahubad agad. Gusto ko nakikita ko muna yung panty and nahahawakan ko sya during foreplay.

Meron din time that I tried wearing one kahit na straight guy ako.

Yun lang gusto ko lang sya ishare kasi walang nakaka alam nito.

So I finally broke the 30th body count and I am not proud about it.

Me entering cougar stage in a separated state has really impacted my sexual life. I crave too much.

I was just craving for intimacy but all I get are guys who are there with milf kink. I hate that I like younger guys which I guess hindi nakakatulong dahil they don't like to stay.

I just wanted a long term one but me being hypersexual doesn't help that much too!

Hay.

I need to stop.

I just don't know how to.

My wife's sister (36F) has been with her boyfriend for 2 years. She has this deadline next month where if the guy (35M) does not propose to her next month she would end things with him. Mainly for biological and birth reasons which is understandable since the fertility of a woman decreases and childbirth hardship increases as they get older. However, my problem is the guy. He is a good guy and they're a perfect match in every way. We already also have developed this brotherly bond. He does not know that there is a deadline. Should I tell him? I know it's not my business but they're both a good match.

Three things would happen:

1. He would prepare for next month to propose

2. He would get scared and end things right away

3. He would get hurt because of the deadline and either end things right away or try to compromise

My guess is 3.

But what are your thoughts?

The dark and gloomy weather is making me melancholic.

I miss the things that made me whole and made me alive inside and made me feel pure fulfillment. I miss art. I miss writing. I miss musicianship. I miss the me I used to be, before capitalism's brutal ultimatum made me choose between making a living and making a life.

Nothing tortures a tortured artist as much as unmade art.

I miss making, and making people's souls feel feelings.

I miss all the dreams I abandoned.