r/ConfessionsPH

Should I give her a chance after she cheated?

She was trying to give her all after that incident, just to win me over again. She cheated behind my back for 4 months, I didn't know at that time that she was actually doing stuff like that because I trusted her due to her "Not find fun of cheating". When I found out that she was cheating when my guts said that something was wrong with her, when I found out I was devastated. The "guy", featured her in his stories on Instagram, if you're wondering how I just discovered that? I remember that I can access her account even tho I don't want to open her account yet I tried and found out that she has someone chatting over named "daddy". I was skeptical at that time, maybe it's just a gay friend with no motives to do something wrong. I did stalk that guy and ended up with the feature thingy. I saw everything, those couple things would do. I was agitated, I told my friends about it before her because I think I am being delusional at that time; denying those facts in front of me. At the same time as I found out that she was actually cheating, I confronted her about it and started to say the trust right away. "I was cheating on you" She said, I was in disbelief after that, eventually we actually settled that I should give her another chance to prove that she was going to change after that but until now, I wanted to give her the chance yet it hurts me to think that she was cheating on me for a long time without me knowing and now, I was overthinking, if it's worth it to give her another chance to make things right or should I leave her and move on. Yet I am stubbornly thinking that I can make it out alive while she is trying to prove herself.

so I have a been seeing this HOT tita (not sure how old she is to be exact pero she looks mature & hot) at the gym for quite some time na.

lagi kami nag kakasabay sa gym ng early morning talaga (grabe ang sipag niyo po, kahit mukhang busy person kayo), lagi siya may kasama na butler or body guard siguro?? idk.
lagi ko siya napag mamasdan since kami lang usually sa gym ng ganung time (bukod sa staff ng gym & her body guard ofc).

sa mga times na napag mamasdan ko siya (not in a creepy way), hindi kami nag uusap talaga.
siguro may mga times na pag nagkaka eye contact eh may onting NOD or SMILE ganun.
pero nung una, she really looks masungit & intimidating talaga.

pero nung nakaraang araw, she suddenly talked to me??? so I was minding my bizz & stuff, tapos she walked passed by and said

(ngl idk if medj accurate to
but shirt interaction lang naman so)

her: sayo yung tumbler na kulay PINK na yun?
me: yes po, akin yun
her: ahhh, kulay pink kase eh akala ko kung kanino
her: usually kase hindi nag ppink color ang guys
me: mas madali po kase makita ang light colors & na try ko na dark colors kaso lagi mahirap makita

then the convo ended there, can’t recall na yung ending lines namin but yeah ganyan lang.

tapos kanina, andito ulit siya! said hi lang and stuff, parang greet lang talaga. nag wworkout kase eh, ayaw ko istorbohin. pero lowk nag pabango ako nung pang laban talaga, hoping may interaction & opportunity to like make a convo out of it.

yun pa lang! sorry medyo boring HAHAHAHAHA pero should I pursue this hot tita??? HOW THO???????

*dated aka had sex with. Long read ahead. I tried to condense it as much as possible, but there’s a lot of context to cover.

A
- Nepali. Nepal. Doctor.
- Met on Badoo. We kissed the second day of our meeting(not really a date) and had sex for the first time. My first sex. Ang saket. Hindi nasarapan pero nasiyahan.
- First bf and only one to have met my family. He was a med student who didn’t have enough money for dates and I covered basically everything. I flew to his city every month to visit him after he relocated for his post-grad internship.
- I got a crazy pregnancy scare after a ripped condom accident. Felt alone and panicked as bf had been quiet while I ask him what to do and meds to buy. He was probs scared being an alien med student but bro withdrew from it all. He was literally mum the whole day and I couldn’t contact him. I didn’t know what to do and scoured pharmacies for emergency pills, but ended up with regular contraceptives and popped one pill instead. No proper pregnancy thankfully. It was a legit scare. No sperm won the race. We enjoyed creampies since then and I took BC seriously despite it fucking up with my body, mood, and basically everything.
- Been together for 1 year and x months and he was in a 3-year relationship with someone else who was working abroad. Fuck. (Place is not verified as this was only a scoop from a fellow Pinay who was cheated on with by ex’s roommate - a fellow Nepali, med student).
- PS: We never talked about the pregnancy scare. He ignored it completely and did not help with any of the costs. Then again, he never really contributed to any of our expenses throughout the relationship.
- Blocked, no contact.

B
- Indian. Between India and Singapore. Works in sustainablility industry as an accreditor.
- In Manila for a few days for a work assignment.
- Tried anal for the first time but I got hurt and scared, so I haven’t tried it again since. He had a small tool but he made me squirt. It was my first time experiencing that and man, I felt like I passed out. I heard a high pitched sound from the bliss.
- I met him a second time because I wanted to experience the squirt again hahaha, but it didn’t happen. He was so agressive for a short guy and that scared me. After that, I didn’t feel like seeing him again.
- He messaged me again when he was about to return to Manila, but I didn’t reply. Blocked and no contact.

C
- My first Filipino dude. Works in sales.
- May lore din ako sa Green Residences Taft lol. My first ONS experience.
- I genuinely forgot the name of the guy but I can remember he was short, buff, and he had a BO despite being fresh from the shower.
- Met on Tinder. Immediately agreed to meet defo for a hookup and he booked my motor ride. First time ko makapasok at makipag sex sa condo ng ibang tao and I witnessed how raw and personal someone’s space is. He was so real for not bothering to wash the soiled dishes in his sink.
- Had a long rough sex and I came good. So good I felt sore agad. I didn’t feel horny na after I finished and he kept going and I was already hurting. He wanted to extend more doing whatever to make himself finish. I’m not exaggerating that the sex felt an hour-long and he still hadn’t cum. I told him I want to stop na. He asked for a blowjob so he can finish, but I wasn’t really feeling it anymore. I told him I wanted to leave. He begged me not to. He said he wanted to finish and that it didn’t feel fair to him - and I know that. I felt guilty about it, but I had my post-nut clarity and just wanted out. I stood up and got dressed. Apologized and paid him the Joyride he booked for me.
- I had difficulty figuring out his door knob and lowkey got scared he’d do something bad to me if I couldn’t leave. Thankfully, he got up and helped open the door for me, defeatedly. Thanked him and apologized again.
- Blocked and no contact.

D
- Filipino, pilot
- I discovered Reddit and its subreddits for sad, horny, mix mix people lol. Our convo was going great and it was really wholesome. We agreed to meet just to talk. I was expecting just that too para maiba naman sa previous experiences ko. We agreed on a hotel. Boy, I shouldered the hotel! He insisted to cover half of it but I was full of pride LMAO!
- We were comfy in bed and talked for more than an hour. Until we warmed up and he asked for a hug. I thought to myself, sayang naman… he’s cute, but nothing will happen to us - hug lang mararanasan ko. But boyyy he asked for a kiss and we did more than just that. But boy again, he wasn’t that good. And he became soft while in the middle of the deed… First time ko maranasan yon and I felt really bad, and insecure and thought I might be ugly. Ang weird sa pakiramdam. It got awkward and we decided to go home. Once again, he asked about the hotel bill, and I declined his supposed share.
- We reconnected on Instagram several months after the incident and thought of meeting up, but nothing happened since. We’re probably both still embarrassed about that one night.

E
- Indian. PH-based, works in IT.
- Met him on Bumble and we became fubus. He’s my longest fubu. I’d visit him in his nice condo and I stayed over for many times. We have basic sex - nothing crazy at all. What’s unique though is that it would go on for three rounds max in one night. He was sweet and would make me coffee or chai every morning.
- I was the one who initiated ending our situationship bc I no longer wanted to be in that kind of arrangement and wanted a fresh start. Although he was initially hesitant, he eventually accepted my decision. We had a clean, amicable end. No contact.

F
- Indian. PH-based, works in IT.
- After months of rest, I went on Tinder and matched with him. Really sweet guy and I was smitten. He’s my second longest fubu. The most decent one. I contemplated on changing the status of our somethingship to a real relationship until I found out he’s colleagues with E.
- Nag ingat na dapat ako una pa lang noong nalaman kong same condo building siya with E! F had a nicer unit. I found out about this when I saw a photobooth magnet on the ref with the two of them in one pic! I never told F about this though. We remained solid, but I felt scared to have been linked to two people from the same company, living in the same condo building, who could be friends. I was so scared I might bump into E while I’m with F… or that they would talk about me. Idk. I was irrationally scared even if I had a good run and good end with E.
- F was still sweet to me. He got stuff from me when he traveled to his home country, Sagada, and Coron. With him being unaware of my past, and being so into me, I couldn’t bear the guilt and called off our situationship.
- He’s sent a follow request on my IG twice, and I’ve kept deleting it.
- No contact.

G
- Indian. Based in PH. Entrepreneur. I actually don’t know his exact profession.. has a lot of money but he was kinda sketchy to me lol.
- First time ko sa SOGO lol. I liked him a bit bc first time someone picked me up and dropped me off at my place kahit nakamotor lang. Ok sex - aggressive but I don’t remember cumming. First time I allowed being filmed - that was while I was sucking him. First time I did not enjoy giving a blowjob. His cum tasted salty and bitter to me.
- He apparently enjoyed our shenanigans and made grand plans where we’d go on a staycation somewhere in Antipolo. We met again and he was turned off the second time we met because I kept complaining the room was hot and I think it killed his mood. Didn’t talk after that. No Antipolo happened.
- No contact.

H
- Indian, based in PH. You can see… I have a type. Regional executive of a major logistics company. Lawyer.
- Met on Tinder. I thought we’d only meet for a date. Then he suggested going to his hotel. I honestly didn’t want to go in the first place. I wanted a break from my somewhat pattern… but we stll fucked anyway.
- He had a mannerism when he speaks that gave me the ick lol. Major turn off was that he plans to have a gf in Manila who can cook for him and clean his place (he asked me to be a gf- on our first meeting). He also shared his plan to get a car and have it registered under the gf’s name. I felt pressured by his ideas. Moreso, I thought he was actually looking for a maid. I don’t know how to cook lol and I have a job, boy.
- No contact.

I
- Indian-Canadian from San Francisco, USA. Relocated to PH. Software Engineer.
- Met on Tinder. First day of texting, we already agreed to meet that night. Most spontaneous date I had. We went to Dr. Wine - classic! He was really flirty and it was a first to me meeting someone that touchy. I’m not touchy lol lalo siyempre first meeting. I can smell his BO and bad breath! But he touches well and is a good conversationalist that I’m somehow turned on despite the negative olfactory stimulation. He suggested going to his condo for a bottle of wine, and I know what that means. I honestly didn’t want in the first place. Again - I wanted a break from my somewhat pattern… Also, I’m on my period. Nakakahiya! Not a heavy flow, but still. Regardless, we ended up on the bed with full clothes on hahaha. Puro dry humping and kissing. Kissing that felt absolutely good. The longest makeout session of my life. Not exaggerating when I say it went on for an hour. I was already so wet of my own juice mixed with blood too fuck. And told him I could’t hold it any longer. I need to get fucked. And I was fucked. We did it on the dining table haha. Him standing. With a huge mirror on the wall to watch ourselves to. Duguan siya after eh. Had crazy good sex after that - five dates(sex) in total. I discovered through him that I like mild BDSM.
- He had a really huge tool and he knew how to use it well. It also always left me sore. I literally can still feel him inside me a day after the deed. It hurt but it felt so good.
- First time I experiened all-out PDA which made me feral. I loved the holding hands, kisses, and boob-action while we’re out. Siya ang ideal kong maginoong bastos.
- Despite the odor and bad breath behind his gorgeous smile, I liked him for his arrogance and wit. And performance.
- No contact after I found out that he has other girls and I was surprise-trapped into an FFFM action. Absolutely fucking not my thing. I didn’t get to join thank God.

J
- You’ve guessed it right - another Indian. Indian-Canadian too, based in PH. Has a business I actually didn’t understand. Kinda sketchy imo.
- Met on Tinder. Ang pogi niya tbh. Mom’s half Canadian. Not a fan of gym guys, but he is one. He’d send me gym pics lol and I didn’t know what to respond… wanted to tell him to not skip his leg days. He made me wait for an hour on our first meeting, but good thing I waited inside his apartment. His friend had to unlock his door for me lol. ONS. He finished fast and I didn’t cum. Sama ng pakiramdam ko after.
- He kept inviting me over to his place, but I kept putting it off. He’d sometimes send me horny Instagram reels and gym selfies, and I’d respond in a very nonchalant, shut-off way. That went on for three months I guess. I wasn’t keen on replying na and blocked him shortly after that. No contact.

K
- Indian based in UK. Seafarer, on vacation in Manila.
- Met on Tinder. Pogi, tito-looking. I went to his hotel in Poblacion and we had sex first night of his arrival. He kept praising me and said he felt lucky. Idk why he said those. Another date happened and I was supposed to stay in his hotel and just sleep with him. I genuinely had no intention to have sex and he became furious so I let him throw a tantrum. I went home and we “fought” on text. Like?? Bro, parang matagal nang mag jowa ang dating. It was hella confusing and annoying. Third date, we made up for the petty “tampuhan.” Had a make up sex for a fight that didin’t feel legit lol. The sex went on until the morning before his flight.
- Funny how he confessed to lying about his age. I don’t remember exactly what he initially told me, but on the third day of our date, he admitted he was 39 years old. I didn’t mind. It wasn’t a big deal to me. I actually found it hot (the age ofc! not the lying).
- We became LDR situationship for a month I think. He was a super jelly guy and I grew tired of the drama. I deleted him from my contacts and stopped contact.
- He messaged some time ago and said he’ll be back in Manila this August and wanted to meet up. LOL! Locking in reservations way too early - as though I’d want to be put on reserve. I deleted the convo again. I don’t have any interest to meet him in August or ever.

L
- Filipino, working in IT and real estate (unverified).
- I posted a seeking for sugar daddy post on Reddit and he was the first one who messaged with a very well-written intro so I responded to him.
- He speaks so well. Nerdy. Muscular - super. He was 41 years old… he looks the age but his body was really toned. Had a decent sex, he finished; I didn’t. Weird lang when I was washing up he said, “Shit something came up at work.” Lol. Iba naramdaman ko… as if tatakbuhan ako when we haven’t discussed about the sugaring arrangement yet. He just used me for sex… it felt really weird and sad.
- We still continued texting intermittenly after that though. Nothing overly sexual, just simple, sometimes nerdy stuff. No topic of SD/SB came up again. But he kept asking to meet me again and again. I wanted, but was skeptical because I kept thinking what if it’s just another sex, without the sugar I needed and wanted at that time. Also, I was already committed to someone else (next guy teehee). After three months of endless planning to meet again, I told him I feel bad for always postponing and that I didn’t want to meet him anymore after all.
- He deleted his Telegram account. No contact.

M
- Filipino. CEO of a local logistics company.
- Similar meeting circumstances with L. He had the second nicest intro as a sugar daddy applicant lol so I also messaged him.
- We had a cute first meetup where he picked me up at the airport with his fancy car. We went straight to his house and things happened. He’s a single dad btw.
- We did all sorts of crazies and checked off a lot from our sex bucketlist. He was caring and made it a point to pick me up and drop me off everytime despite the distance of our place. All our dates ie sex was in his house or a hotel. We only went out for a proper date once. The other big plans he had remained as plans.
- He is an archetype of a classic sugar daddy: old, rich, in need of a company. He didn’t become my sugar daddy in the end as we immediately changed the relationship dynamic to a bf-gf one. I was embarrassed to ask for the allowance, because I thought it’s only supposed to happen in a sugaring arrangement; not a normal relationship. I became frustrated after several months as I thought I’ve been scammed and was just used lol. I needed the sugar (money), not the sugar from all the starbucks he got for me.
- No contact.

N
- Bulgarian. My first white guy lol. Works in IT.
- Met him on Tinder and talked for two days before I went to meet him at his hotel in Poblacion. It was a long pabebe from me cause I did not want to fuck just yet. I genuinely was not interested from the beginning. He was handsome ok and had beautiful green eyes, but I was not attracted to him. Three hours in our conversation, I already allowed him to kiss me and we had sex for 20 minutes! He got tired fast. 😭 We were doing doggy and the pace was slow… he said he’s starting to feel dizzy. Like??? He stopped midway and was panting bad when he plopped on the bed. We didn’t continue and I just said I’d leave. He saw me out.
- Not a single message after we’ve separated. No byes, thank yous, or whatnot. No contact.

O
- Chinese. Idk his work.
- Similar circumstances with L and M, but this guy’s overseas. I thought I can have him on the side while I’m with M. We were just texting, calling sometimes and he kept planning to take me to his country.
- I didn’t receive allowance from him even though that was in the talks earlier, but we didn’t agree on anything anyway, and I was shy to bring it up. He did fly me to his country after x months of talking and planning. I genuinely enjoyed the sex with him despite his size. I always finished and so did he lol. We enjoyed each other’s company and met again for a few times.
- Had a pregnancy scare that became a positive pregnancy. 🙃 The expensive emergency pill did not work and I turned to medical abortion. He supported my plan except the financial part. Fuck. He intitially offered help but I was too stressed and emotional from the pregnancy, and full of pride - as always - and so I turned him down. I can also sense it was a half-hearted offer. He became such a pussy and it broke my heart.
- No contact. I still see him posting about looking for a sugar baby or a gf. We had an inside joke that he should find someone like me whom he’d had a great connection with, but better version if possible.

P
- Filipino. Writer and works in sales.
- Met on Reddit. He had a post looking for a company and I messaged him, but I was too late. He was so honest to tell me that the search is over and he already has a girl in his place. I was bummed, but we started talking a day after that and we continued texting for three weeks before meeting. We planned to go to the beach. He picked me up from my place, and we went to his family home before heading to the beach the next day.
- I didn’t think we’d have sex on the first night. I thought we’d do it at the resort lol. He initiated to cuddle in bed naked and we had a long foreplay after that. I really liked how he touched my body. He had a big tool. Super big that it hurt so much. The sex was painful all throughout. Biggest dick from all the guys I’ve had sex with.
- I was so tired but I couldn’t sleep on his bed… it smelled bad. He also snored so loud. Loud snores are a non-issue to me. I sleep soundly despite, but this time, I wasn’t able to sleep at all. Couldn’t point it out but my gut tells me it must be something. The day we were supposed to go to the beach, I made up a story that I forgot a big family event was up and my family is looking for me and that I had to be there. Lol. So I said goodbye. Thank goodness.
- We texted after. But when I found out about my pregnancy, I ghosted. Then I eventually blocked him. No contact.
- I was already pregnant when I flirted and fucked with him. I didn’t know it at that time yet. I only thought I was delayed because my boobs were so sore - an indication that my period is coming up.. but no, it was apparently a real pregnancy syptom lol. I felt so guilty when I found out.

That was my hoe phase. Crazy chapter.

I’m over that phase in my life hahaha. Totoo na. I did try to meet new people, without any linking or romantic expectations attached, but I get exhausted so easily that I eventually stopped. I never ended up doing or going for it then. Besides, I genuinely enjoy my solo dates. But sometimes, just sometimes, I get the urge to go on friendly, wholesome, purely SFW dates.

I (Gay, 26M) tested positive for syphilis.

This is the story.

I am a healthcare professional. I exhausted all possible precautions there are. HIV PrEP, HPV vaccine kahit vv expeneive, Hep B vaccine, doxy-PEP, which I stopped earlier this year. The only thing I wasn't consistent with was using condoms during some encounters. I got screened for STIs/STDs last January, and all of the results were non-reactive.

I went for a routine HIV test + free syphilis test. My HIV test came back non-reactive, but my syphilis test was reactive. When I tell you, I was shocked at first as someone who take precautions very seriously.

This year, I only had five sexual partners. One of them was on January 2, around 3 to 4 weeks before I got screened for STIs/STDs last January, so it's less likely to be related. That only leaves me with four sexual partners over the past 5 to 6 months.

I know all of them personally. Minsan, napag-uusapan din namin ang STIs/STDs and precautions, so I did not consider myself high risk. Because of that, I did not use doxy-PEP (though it does not provide 100% protection against other STDs) after each encounter. Iniisip ko kasi these people know how to protect themselves.

Nakakainis lang kasi the fact na inasa ko yung safety ng sexual health ko sa kanila, when in fact, MY SEXUAL HEALTH SHOULD BE AND WILL ALWAYS BE MY RESPONSIBILITY. Pero ewan ko ba. In five years of having casual sex, ngayon lang ako nagkaroon ng STD.

So I tested positive on the screening test, then we proceeded with an RPR test. The result came back reactive with a 1:1 titer, which is very low. I talked to a doctor, and we were assuming it is a recent infection since my syphilis test was non-reactive during the last week of January. We also did a physical assessment, and no rashes or lesions were found.

I was prescribed one shot of penicillin and was advised not to engage in sexual activity for 1 to 2 weeks. I was also advised to continue using doxy-PEP for high risk encounters. I am scheduled to repeat my RPR test after three months. It was explained to me that there are two possible outcomes. My RPR may become non-reactive, or the titer may become higher if I get reinfected.

Magbabait na talaga.

I also reached out na rin sa apat na yon, two of them responded already, telling me that their recent Syphilis test was non-reactive but I still encourage them to get tested again. Still waiting sa reply ng dalawa.

At the end of the day, I am just glad that I got diagnosed and treated early. I had no symptoms at all, and if I had skipped my routine screening, I probably would not have known. This experience reminded me that routine STI screening is just as important as the other preventive measures we take.

Ayon, just a reminder to take care of your sexual health. Your sexual health will always be your responsibility. :)

Ask ko lang sana if totoo yung rason ng BF ko when I caught him watching m2m porn. When I confronted him, he told me na normal lang daw sa mga guys manood minsan ng m2m porn kasi they tend to compare their 🍆 size with others daw para mawala insecurities nila. It doesn't make him gay daw. Legit po ba yun 😭

I think I am having a thing sa mom ng coworker ko. We've been chatting as friends for months now. You know kamustahan and sometimes encouraging each other in life. Then bigla na lang naging mor intimate yung conversation namin. We're exchanging photos hindi nmn explicit pero this week she send me a photo of her working out wearing yoga pants and a cropped t-shirt and etong tito niyo nakaramdam ng libog towards her. This week we're having a conversation and topic is the nsfw stuff we did in the past. Minsan kahit casual stff lang napapagusapan namen, laging napupunta sa nsfw stuff. Ngayon mastumitindi yung pagnanasa ko sa kanya and I am so crazy about her. Now I need your advice should I ask her out on a date? She is a widow btw...

I had a crush on a guy, but he wasn't interested in women. No matter how much I flirted with him, he always seemed indifferent. Because of that, I tried different ways to get his attention, like wearing revealing clothes whenever I knew I'd see him.

One day, there was a gathering that he attended, so I went too. I stayed close to him the whole time. When it was time to go home, I asked if he could walk me back, and he agreed. Our house was a little way off the main road.

As we were walking, I asked him if he thought I was attractive. He said he felt shy around me. I laughed and told him not to be shy and that he should just treat me like I was his wife. I was surprised when he replied, "Don't joke like that. I might actually take you seriously." I smiled and said, "Game."

After that, we walked in silence. When we reached a dark area, he suddenly pulled me aside and kissed me. I kissed him back. Everything happened so quickly, and we ended up having sex. I asked him to use a condom, but he said, "Aren't you my wife?" Hearing those words made me give in.

A little while later, a group of people passed by nearby. I became nervous that we might be seen, so we stayed completely still until they had gone. Afterward, he got dressed, and I did the same. That's when I realized he had already ejaculated inside me without me noticing.

He didn't walk me all the way home after that, so I went back by myself since I lived nearby. When I got home, I noticed my underwear was soaked.

The next day, I saw him again. I was happy to see him and jokingly called him "hubby," but he acted as if he didn't even know me. He was cold and indifferent. I felt embarrassed and went home.

That's when I realized that if you show someone your desire hoping they'll love you, you may only receive desire in return—not love.

My name is Stephanie. I'm 28 years old from the Philippines, and I've been unemployed for almost a year.

Every morning, I wake up and immediately start looking for work. I spend hours applying on job sites, sending emails, reaching out to potential clients, and continuously improving my resume and portfolio. I've taken online courses, learned new skills, and even offered to work first before getting paid just to prove that I'm capable. Despite all of that, I still haven't been given a chance.

The hardest part isn't the rejection anymore—it's the silence. You start wondering if you're simply not good enough.

I have experience as a Virtual Assistant, e-commerce product lister, administrative support, customer support, and data entry. I'm willing to learn anything and do any honest remote work. I'm not looking for a high salary. I just want enough to survive and support my family.

The reason I'm searching specifically for remote work is because I can't leave my parents.

Both of them are senior citizens and persons with disabilities. My mother was born with a clubfoot condition, and my father has Parkinson's disease. They both depend on me for their daily care. Because of their condition, relocating for work or being away from home isn't a realistic option for me.

Some days, I feel trapped between two responsibilities. I want to earn a living, but I also can't abandon the people who spent their lives raising me. They need me, and I need to find a way to support them without leaving them behind.

There are days when I quietly worry about whether we'll have enough for food or our daily expenses. I don't usually talk about these things because I've always wanted to solve my problems on my own. But after months of trying everything I know, I realized there's nothing wrong with asking for help.

I'm not here to beg for money.

I'm simply asking if anyone knows of legitimate remote jobs, freelance opportunities, or if anyone is looking for someone reliable who is willing to work hard. Even sharing this post, referring me to someone hiring, or pointing me in the right direction would mean more than you can imagine.

I promise that if someone gives me an opportunity, I'll do everything I can to prove that your trust wasn't misplaced.

Thank you for reading my story. I truly hope that one day I can come back to this post—not to ask for help anymore, but to thank the people who helped me through one of the hardest seasons of my life.

Writing this is one of the hardest things I've ever done.

If anyone is willing to help financially, no matter how small, please know that I don't see it as something I'm entitled to. I see it as kindness that I will never forget. My goal isn't to depend on others—it's simply to get through this difficult chapter until I can stand on my own again.

If you're not comfortable giving without expecting anything in return, I completely understand. If my situation improves, I will do my best to pay you back in the future. And if you're not in a position to help financially, I would still be incredibly grateful if you could share this post or connect me with any legitimate remote work opportunities.

Even being heard means more than you know.

I need to ask tho. Are STI/STD tests done on government facilities discreet? I've been sexually active before and some are not protected. Yes, bobo din minsan huhu. I wanna get tested to whatever pero natatakot ako magpatest kasi baka makita ng lola ko sa system niyo. She's a doctor kasi and head siya ng isa sa mga HIV Center dito sa Pilipinas. 🥹 I don't have symptoms or anything naman and my last intercourse was 5 months ago. But I just want to be sure lang din.

way back June 26, after walking 15,000 steps with my bff, pumunta ako sa dorm nya. i don't really walk that much anymore so it made me really tired. but when i went to her bathroom to pee, i saw a thin streak of red blood (as in blood talaga sya, no clots, hindi watery, as in normal blood) in my underwear, but it never returned again. i'm worried that it might be implantation bleeding but my boyfriend and i used a condom when we had sex, kaso on and off.

bale we had sex four times before this walk, three out of the four times we did it first without a condom and then started using a condom later on throughout those intercourses. he would ALWAYS ejaculate with the condom on. we had sex in
June 18 (no condom first then condom later on)
June 19 (no condom first then condom later on)
June 21 (no condom first then condom later on)
June 25 (full condom). last time na nagka period ako June 2 pa, and it's driving me nuts. July 3 na, bakit wala pa? i've been stressing about it a lot lately.

i've taken pregnancy tests na and they're all negative, so that's a relief. kaso antagal lang talaga dumating kaya nagresort ako sa Yuzpe method, nirecommend din kasi ng ate ng friend ko na student nurse, just in case nga na baka buntis ako kasi super paranoid ako. kakainom ko lang ng 4 pills ngayon and i'm gonna drink the last set of 4 pills 12 hours later usually my periods start at the first of the month, but because of that very very light bleeding it made me feel a bit nervous.

i've been crying about it and i just can't stop thinking about it 24/7!!!! it's driving me crazy!!!! everytime i pee i hope that there's blood on my underwear but i don't see anything and it makes me cry and overthink, tapos nabilis talaga yung tibok ng puso ko and my chest feels really heavy. what do you guys think? am i pregnant or just stressing?

Yes since 2020 i still kept my ndes up until now, siguru i love the feeling or collecting it since day by day year by year my body is slowly changing and getting more sexier if you saw my ndes btw hahaha sa mga na dm ko jan sa tg alam nyo na 😌

We’ll im just proud of myself and im so lucky to have sexy curvy body and nice tits 🥹 no wonder why guys keep staring at me lalo na wala akong bra lol

What was the wildest thing you did in college with your GF or BF? Mine was during our last year in college since we are graduating. During our Xmas break, my GF and I decided that to try some X in one of our gimiks with friends. By the way this happened years ago. It was our first time trying that and that was somewhat wild in the sense that it made us really horny. The foreplay was just so intense in itself believe me. I was able to make my GF find out that she can squirt and this happened even without actual penerration yet. Can u imagine doing a 69 and eating each other out for a good hour?? And after like 5 hours or so, when it was time for me to cut, a deep throat from my GF sent me Cumming for like 20 seconds continuously I though it wouldn't stop. That facial on her was so erotic that up to now its still fresh in my mind. Sorry for not telling the blow by blow thing. Buy if the girls what to know more just ask in private. To tell you honestly, it was max horniness and maximum sex. No inhibitions. Try it once. I would do anything to experience that again.😍😍

I hope you're doing fine, i miss talking with you. Though it's my fault for not reaching out to you, I don't know why but I got shy, and that lead to us not talking for minutes, hours, days, weeks and month. I want to talk with you again; though I feel embarrassed idk why, I miss her so much.

Puro na lang kalibugan mga confession dito. Wala ba yung nga natae sa short o kaya pumatay ng tao, mga ganon ba. Yung iba pa nag-hahanap ng makakalampungan sa higaan. Puking ina niyo.

How to handle this?

Kalmahan nio po 😆 So, late ako nag awakening on this stage of my life. Ung situationship thing ko and this topic. I've been posting nsfw stuff, my main purpose is for fun or a little validation. Then i want na isuko ang bataan at my age... So here comes a lot of invites. But one particular caught my flesh... Sa kania lang talaga ako kinikilig out of hundred dicks I've seen lol. The problem is inconsistent kachat. But when we're talking nandun ung plan.... Kaso magcchat lng kapag horny... galawang fuckboi haist.

F19 virgin

how i wanna swap pics now😫

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