I miss all the dreams I abandoned.
The dark and gloomy weather is making me melancholic.
I miss the things that made me whole and made me alive inside and made me feel pure fulfillment. I miss art. I miss writing. I miss musicianship. I miss the me I used to be, before capitalism's brutal ultimatum made me choose between making a living and making a life.
Nothing tortures a tortured artist as much as unmade art.
I miss making, and making people's souls feel feelings.
I miss all the dreams I abandoned.