u/Lexidoge

Fiance went through surgical menopause because of cancer. Bale tinanggal yung ovaries yeah and that has massive hormonal implications regarding sex and her overall health.

She's beat cancer and I'm proud of her for doing so.

But having non existent sex for more than a year is killing me. I'm just 30 and I miss the intimacy. But I also can't blame her lack of libido for going through cancer and not having the desire for intimacy despite going through HRT.

I'm lonely. At least physically, maybe even emotionally.

Sorry for subjecting you guys through this. It's not my fault and it's not hers. I just feel so fucking lonely. I'm also so jealous of other couples. I miss having a sex life, but it hurts me because I can't tell her and she has other things on her mind such as the fear of the cancer coming back anytime.

Am I selfish? I love her but it's so fucking hard to live like this for the rest of my life.

Rewatched Obsession and I don't buy the magic willow for a second, that's just the cover story he tells himself so he doesn't have to admit he manipulated a woman on purpose

Demonstrate value

He's known Nikki for years, works with her, could've just said something normal. instead he stages this whole wish moment for maximum drama, big gesture, big mystery, all for show. He also demonstrates his own value by proving he can drive her home without any major issues.

Engage physically,

Suddenly he's everywhere, always conveniently present the second her behavior shifts, that's a lot of scheduling for something that's supposedly out of his hands

Nurture dependence,

-She starts needing him constantly and he just lets it happen because it feels good to be needed, never questions it once, never brings it up to a single friend the whole movie

Neglect emotionally

-Leaves her crying and begging in bed to go hang out with Sarah instead, real casual for a guy who's supposedly horrified by what's happening to her

Inspire hope

She gets a lucid moment, tells him this is wrong, he gets offended like she's the unreasonable one, then feeds her just enough affection to reel her back in, textbook intermittent reinforcement

Separate entirely

-Fuckken yeets himself with pills

So no, I don't think Nikki was ever possessed, I think Bear ran a full DENNIS cycle on a friend and hid behind a toy so we'd feel bad for him instead of seeing him for what he is.

10/10 unsettling watch 0/10 believing this man's narration.

Though she never assumed her functions and had to resign in 2014 for personal reasons. It was a supposed to be a 9 year term.

Source: https://www.icc-cpi.int/news/passing-senator-miriam-defensor-santiago

For me Dan Burn playing at right back is up there. Funny in hindsight though. Parker Ball? Kamara shenanigans? Or that time we gave up on Europa in ridiculous fashion against Odense.

For my dad it's losing to Torquay.

February 3, 1996

Fulham was sitting in the 4th tier and about to get sent to the National League.

Only 2K fans bothered to show up at the Cottagge a few days before.

We lose to Torquay and end up 23/24. Relegation almost a certainty.

Enter player-coach Mickey Adams to salvage our season. Absolute legend who steadied the ship and pretty much set the foundation for one of the most ridiculous rise to the Premier League in just a few years.

Forever grateful for Micky Adams. Even if he was somewhat unfairly not given a chance. Simon Morgan was an absolute legend too.

In just 4 years we reached the Premier League. From being almost relagated to the 5th tier to being in the Premier League is an amazing story.

For example in this model the ruling party could assign Vico Sotto to a bigger city like Quezon City to try and fix their issues in one six year term. While someone like Joy Belmonte could get assigned to Davao City. Being rotated all across the Philippines with a chance to join the higher echelons of the party for a chance at the presidency with continued success.

While mayors who don't perform will be demoted to handling barangays or desk work.

The "No hometown" and one term rule will help reduce patronage politics and utang na loob system. Combine that with the political dynasty law means that regions will have new leaders that are rotated and seen as government workers instead of being revered.

KPI could be a public metric with data audited by local and international third party working with the PSA measuring healthcare, crime, education, corruption, environment, and approval ratings

Watch me jinx this match

The only issue is that I can't find any video footage of it. But here's the official match stats from the DFB

https://datencenter.dfb.de/datencenter/bundesliga/2003-2004/9-spieltag/borussia-dortmund-hannover-96-175883

Here's an interview with Denis Wolf himself talking about scoring the goal, reflecting on his career, and brief time in the Philippines.

https://kicker.de/news/fussball/regionalliga/startseite/631306/artikel_wolf_mir-fehlte-die-konstanz.html

For those wondering about Stephan Schrock:

He never scored a league goal in the Bundesliga. He has scored in the Europa League though.

If we go by Filipino descent, Alaba could be added to the list as well.

But please help me find the Denis Wolf footage! It's a rare piece of Filipino football history.

Hopefully set up na po with sim so she can just connect to it with her phone. Thank you so much! Any leads will help or any errand services po. Thank you!

About to move there for work. I know torrenting in general is not really a big issue, but will I need a VPN for streaming via Torbox or is it not blocked?