r/moviescirclejerk

I’ve gotten to a point within my thinking that I genuinely believe that there’s simply too many people on this fucking planet.

Whenever I hear people say that they have a child, or a family, I genuinely feel a sorta hatred towards them. Whenever someone who is in a worse off situation then me manages to take the opportunity, I been working for, I get genuinely jealous and mad.

I’m from a middle class background, my parents make so much money that I barely get anything from financial aid. Most government programs meant for getting people working, I don’t even qualify for.

I should be grateful of my situation but for some reason I feel hatred. I know the job market is shit for a lot more reasons then just overpopulation, but it’s gotta be the biggest mf problem.

I’m tired of competing with everyone else, but I can’t kill myself, because guess what? My family and friends are going to miss me.

I’m forced by the people around me, to keep on pushing through this dumb competition with every single person around me.

What am I supposed to deal about this hatred? I don’t see myself ever snapping but I don’t like how I have lost the ability to emphasize with my fellow man.