Not proud of it, but man enough to say it - I get high on Stimulant drugs to watch porn for days. Stimfapping. As vile as that sounds, I know someone is out there who could need a gentle reminder.
To anybody that needs to hear this, please get out of this endless cycle before it’s too late. I’m assuming you’re using Adderrall or Coke and at worst Meth. Any of those at high doses and you have experienced a true and real stimfapping session that has lasted hours or days. There is no reason to be searching for any further stimulant to enhance your hedonistic and degenerate fueled binges. If I never graduated and purely wasted my life away binging Adderall to stimfap would be better than climbing down the ladder of harder stims.
For your own sake, please don’t climb the ladder of trying harder stimulants to try to enhance these binges. For anyone looking for new chems to stimfap on past the point of meth - this will be the decision that takes your life damaging addiction and convert it to life ruining. Any ‘intro’ Stimulants and you already experienced the most amount of stimulation your brain never deserved.
Adderall and cocaine fappers the above statement is for you when those turn into meth. Once you have reached meth to fap, your life is falling apart and you are at rock bottom. Past that, don’t expect any chance of someone coming to save you.
Ah, the shame. Such a disgusting addiction, yet so addictive it’s ridiculous. As I said, right to the point. For the few that this post will resonate with, you are not alone. However, you will be if you travel further into this nightmare. Stay where you are, or better yet, go home. Fuck man, I wish I listened.
Sincerely from a guy that went from prescribed Adderrall - Cocaine - Meth - 3 and 4 mmc - a-pvp to simply watch porn for days.
Best of luck to you.