u/ArtisticDealer8187

Hi,i am into sadhna and japas from a good amount of time but i also take break for like 1 month and contuinue again idk maybe that suits me but this year i had just completed i guess 2 cycles and after that and in between thats many things happned but yeh i never stopped i got surgery and all had to loose the person i love the most(like she just moved to some other place) left bad for like few weeks and came back but i am not able to focus on my sadhna and neither i am doing other things idk whats happning in my life it feels like crumbling but i believe in the bhairava my maa please someone suggest me and yeh i also drink sometime but havent in long time