





Hey guys, I need some help understanding a really strange dream I had yesterday.
In my dream, a random person gave me a mala, which I think was made of some kind of metal. It felt extremely strong or hard, and everyone around me was trying to steal it from me.
The person who gave it to me told me that the mala/mantra would help me get money by chanting the mantra for one mala (one round).
The strange part is that they gave me a mantra that I’ve never heard before. The mantra was:
“Om Zaitma Namaha”
I have no idea if this is an actual Sanskrit/Hindu mantra, something from another tradition, or just something my brain created in a dream.
Does anyone recognize “Om Zaitma Namaha”? Is it an actual mantra? Does it have any meaning or connection to wealth/money? And could it be considered a negative, occult, or “devil” mantra?
I know it was only a dream, but the whole thing felt unusually vivid and significant, especially the part about everyone trying to take the mala from me.
Would really appreciate any insight, especially from people familiar with Sanskrit, Hindu mantras, or dream symbolism.
As per the current situation in the nation, more and more younger generations are leaving dharma for westernised concepts. How can the people be drawn towards shaktism and shaivism as we can see excessive vaishnava outreach has led to this situation in the nation, can we start such movements through social media where we explain people about the shastras properly to create a public outreach?. What are the thoughts of the people in this sub?
The Bṛhannīlatantra has a rather unusual origin story explaining how Sarasvatī became Nīlasarasvatī that is not widely known.
The story opens after a war between the Devas and Asuras. The demon brothers Hayagrīva and Somaka, defeated by Viṣṇu's discus and driven into the ocean, grow frustrated with their loss.
Realizing that fighting the Devas directly isn't working, they decide to strike at the source of their power: the havis (sacrificial offerings) made by Brahmins on Earth through Vedic mantras.
To cut off this divine supply, the demons perform intense tapas to Śabdākarṣaṇī (the power that attracts speech) and ask for a specific boon:
>"Grant us the power to draw away and absorb every sound"
When the boon is granted, speech and mantric power leave the earth. The Goddess Sarasvatī—the very embodiment of speech (śabdarūpiṇī)—is forcibly pulled out from the mouths of priests and scholars.
They drag her down to the subterranean region (pātāla), submerge her in a pit of Hālāhala poison, bind her with serpent ropes, and seal the entrance with mountains.
The Brahmins cannot chant the mantras as they are forgotten, and yajña can no longer happen. Without the sacrifices and havis, the Devas lose their strength.
Viṣṇu then intervenes, assuming the form of the giant Matsya. After a prolonged battle lasting a thousand years, he slays Hayagrīva and Somaka. He finds Sarasvatī submerged in the poison pit, almost lifeless.
After several failed attempts, Viṣṇu finally revives her using a six-syllabled mantra.
Upon waking, Sarasvatī is distraught. Her original moon-white complexion has turned completely dark blue due to her prolonged immersion in the Hālāhala poison pit.
To relieve her distress, Viṣṇu speaks to her, uttering a famous praise on the cosmic dignity of the color Blue (Nīla):
>"Do not grieve, O Mother of Speech! Why view blue as a flaw? The sky that encompasses all is blue; the life-giving rain clouds are blue; Indra, the lord of the gods, is blue. Shiva’s throat, stained by poison, is blue; Mṛḍānī (Parvati) is blue; and I myself, though filled with Sattva, am blue. Just as kohl (añjana) around the eyes enhances the beauty of a woman, this blue tint does not lessen your glory—it crowns it. From this day forward, you shall be celebrated across the three worlds as Nīlasarasvatī."
Sarasvatī subsequently returns to the mouths of the Brahmins, restoring Vedic speech, mantra, and yajña, allowing the Devas to regain their strength.
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A few things particularly stand out in this narrative:
First, the power of speech (Vāk) is shown to be the hidden force sustaining the Devas themselves. This mirrors the core Tantric doctrine of the Mātṛkās (the phonemes)—the understanding that sound and speech are not merely means for communication, but the primary building blocks of the manifest universe.
Second is the nature of the transformation itself. What truly happens to Sarasvatī when she is submerged in the Hālāhala poison pit and subsequently revived? This is something worth pondering.
I recall Shri Rajarshi Nandy ji sharing in one of his videos that the blue lotus (Nīlotpala) held by Mā Tārā represents spontaneous illumination—a rare form of knowledge sometimes called Mahāprajñā. Maybe this could be the true significance of her transformation into blue.
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If you found this story interesting, I'd be curious to hear what you thought about it.
Would it have same benefits as mantras and stotras?
I was watching videos on how to do tarpan, pind Dana, etc, when I came across Rajarshi Nandy's video .
He said that only the eldest living male in the family/ head of family should do the rituals, even if it is for someone else, or the pitrs may take offense
The problem is that my grandfather and father are fully into trusting the divine to take care of things , and so they don't do the rituals, even though all the male children in our family have the dosha .
Even the annual pitru paksa rituals aren't done directly by them , they just pay a relative to do it .
I really want to get this sorted out . I have health problems due to this , although by the grace of my iṣṭa, saints and Kuldevi I have been spared the usual amount of pain that comes with my conditions .
I really don't want my ancestors to be dissatisfied, but I dunno what to do.
So apparently there are some hidden enemies who are defaming me, my dad & our business. Asking for protection is always fine but is requesting a karmic slap for enemies a good thing to do assuming we don't take any names in the sankalpa? There shouldn't be anymore karmic knots being tied.
I'm not planning to take this sankalpa as of now because the issue is currently being taken care of and this is for future use only.
MAHANIRVANA TANTRA
CHAPTER III
THE WORSHIP OF THE SUPREME BRAHMAN
PART I
The Supreme Brahman and the Brahma Mantra
The previous chapter established the Supreme Brahman as the ultimate object of worship and explained that all forms of worship ultimately reach the Supreme.
Parvati now asks Shiva to explain how that Supreme Brahman is to be approached through worship. She has heard that the worship of Brahman can grant both Bhukti, enjoyment and worldly fulfilment, and Mukti, liberation. She therefore asks about the method of worship, the Mantra, Dhyana and the observances connected with it.
The chapter now moves from the nature of Brahman to the practical Sadhana through which the Supreme is approached.
Parvati asks about the worship of the Supreme
Parvati begins by praising Shiva as the Lord of all Devas and the Guru of even Brihaspati. She recalls that He has revealed the Scriptures, Mantras and Sadhanas and has already explained the nature of the Supreme Brahman.
She now asks Him to explain how the Supreme Atman is to be approached, what Mantra is to be used, what meditation is to be performed and what observances accompany the worship.
Shlokas 1 to 4
Devadeva Mahadeva Devatanam Gurorguro
Vaktam Sarvashastranam Mantranam Sadhanasya Cha
Kathitam Yat Param Brahma Paramesham Paratparam
Yasyopasanato Martyo Bhuktim Muktim Cha Vindati
Kenopayena Bhagavan Paramatma Prasidati
Kim Tasya Sadhanam Deva Mantrah Ko Va Prakirtitah
Kim Dhyanam Kim Vidhanancha Pareshasya Paratmanah
Tattvena Shrotumicchami Kripaya Kathaya Prabho
Meaning
Parvati asks Shiva to explain the essential method of worshipping the Supreme Brahman. She asks how the Supreme Atman may be pleased and realised, what Sadhana is prescribed, which Mantra is to be used, what Dhyana should be performed and what observances belong to this worship.
She is not merely asking for another description of Brahman. She wants to know how a person can actually approach and realise that Supreme Reality.
Shiva describes the Supreme Brahman
Shiva begins by telling Parvati that He is about to reveal an extremely secret and supreme Truth. He describes Brahman first according to Its essential nature before explaining the practical Sadhana connected with Its worship
Shlokas 5 to 8
Atiguhyam Param Tattvam Shrunu Matpranavallabhe
Rahasyametat Kalyani Na Kutrapi Prakashitam
Jneyam Bhavati Tad Brahma Saccidvishvamayam Param
Tatha Tattvasvarupena Lakshanairva Maheshvari
Sattamatram Nirvishesham Avangmanasagocharam
Asattrilokisadbhanaṃ Svarupam Brahmanah Smritam
Samadhiyogaistadvedyam Sarvatra Samadrishtibhih
Dvandvatitairnirvikalpairdehatmadhyasavarjitaih
Meaning
Shiva explains that Brahman is the Supreme Truth, beyond ordinary perception and beyond the limitations of speech and mind. It is pure Being, Consciousness and the Reality underlying the universe.
Brahman may be understood through Its essential nature or through the characteristics by which It can be recognised.
The Supreme is beyond distinctions and beyond the ordinary divisions created by the mind. It is known through Samadhi by those who have developed an equal vision toward all things, who have gone beyond pairs of opposites, who are free from mental distinctions and who no longer identify the body with the Self.
Brahman known through the universe
Shiva then explains another way in which Brahman can be recognised.
The entire universe arises from Brahman, exists through Brahman and ultimately dissolves into Brahman. The manifested universe therefore serves as an indication of the Reality from which it has arisen.
Shlokas 9 to 11
Yato Vishvam Samudbhutam Yena Jatancha Tishthati
Yasmin Sarvani Liyante Jneyam Tad Brahma Lakshanaih
Svarupabuddhya Yad Vedyam Tadeva Lakshanaih Shive
Lakshanairaptumicchunam Vihitam Tatra Sadhanam
Tatsadhanam Pravakshyami Shrinushvavahita Priye
Tatradau Kathayamyadye Mantroddharam Maheshituh
Meaning
That Brahman from which the universe has arisen, through which it exists and into which everything returns can also be known through these characteristics.
Those who seek to approach Brahman through such indications are given a specific Sadhana.
Shiva now begins to explain that Sadhana, starting with the formation and revelation of the Brahma Mantra.
The Brahma Mantra
Shiva first explains how the Mantra is formed.
Shloka 12
Pranavam Purvamuddhritya Saccitpadamudaharet
Ekam Padante Brahmeti Mantroddharah Prakirtitah
Meaning
The Pranava is uttered first, followed by the words Sat and Chit, and the word Brahma is placed at the end after Ekam. This gives the form of the Brahma Mantra.
The Mantra
Om Saccidekam Brahma
This is the Brahma Mantra.
Shlokas 13 to 16
Sandhikramena Militah Saptarnoyam Manur Matah
Tarahinenena Deveshi Shadvarnoyam Manurbhavet
Sarvamantrottamah Sakshaddharmarthakamamokshadah
Natra Siddhadyapekshasti Narimitradidoshanam
Na Tithirna Cha Nakshatram Na Rashiganana Tatha
Kulakuladinayamo Na Sanskaro'tra Vidyate
Sarvatha Siddhamantroyam Natra Karya Vicharana
Bahujanmarjitaih Punyaih Sadgururyadi Labhyate
Tada Tadvaktrato Jnatva Janmasaphalyamapnuyat
Meaning
When the words of the Mantra are joined according to the rules of Sandhi, the resulting Mantra is described as having seven letters. When the Pranava is omitted, it becomes a six-letter Mantra.
Shiva declares this to be one of the highest Mantras, capable of granting Dharma, Artha, Kama and Moksha.
The usual calculations concerning Tithi, Nakshatra, Rashi and the suitability of a Mantra are not required here. The text also states that the traditional Mantra Samskaras are not necessary in this case because the Mantra is already considered fully efficacious.
Shiva then emphasises the importance of receiving the Mantra from a Sadguru. Obtaining such a Guru is itself described as the result of merit accumulated through many births, and receiving the Mantra directly from the Guru makes human birth fruitful.
The fruit of receiving the Mantra
Shiva next describes the significance of receiving the Brahma Mantra from the Guru.
The disciple is said to obtain the four Purusharthas, Dharma, Artha, Kama and Moksha, and to attain fulfilment both in this life and beyond it.
Shlokas 17 to 22
Chaturvargam Kare Kritva Paratreha Cha Modate
Sa Dhanyah Sa Kritarthashcha Sa Kritih Sa Cha Dharmikah
Sa Snatah Sarvatirtheshu Sarvayajneshu Dikshitah
Sarvashastreshu Nishnatah Sarvalokapratishthitah
Yasya Karnapathopantaprato Mantramahamanih
Dhanya Mata Pita Tasya Pavitram Tatkulam Shive
Pitarastasya Santushta Modante Tridashaih Saha
Gayanti Gayanim Gatham Pulakanchitavigrahah
Asmatkule Kulashrestho Jato Brahmopadeshikah
Kimasmakam Gayapindaih Kim Tirthaih Shraddhatarpanaih
Kim Danaih Kim Japairhomaih Kimanyairbahusadhanair
Vayamakshayatruptah Sma Satputrasyasya Sadhanat
Meaning
The person who receives the Mantra is described as one who has obtained the four aims of human life: Dharma, Artha, Kama and Moksha.
Shiva describes such a person as blessed, accomplished and righteous. Receiving the Mantra is compared with having bathed in all sacred places and having participated in all Yajnas.
The significance extends beyond the individual. The mother and father of such a person are described as blessed, and the entire lineage is considered purified. The ancestors are portrayed as rejoicing because someone in their family has received the knowledge of Brahman.
The imagery expresses the immense importance that the Tantra places upon Brahma-Upadesha and initiation into the Brahma Mantra.
What happens to one initiated into the Brahma Mantra?
Shiva now explains why the Mantra is given such importance.
Shlokas 23 to 30
Shrunu Devi Jagadvandye Satyam Satyam Mayochyate
Parabrahmopasakanan Kimanyaih Sadhanantraih
Mantragrahanamatrena Dehi Brahmamayo Bhavet
Brahmabhutasya Deveshi Kimavapyam Jagattraye
Kim Kurvanti Grahah Rushta Vetalashchetakadaya
Pishacha Guhyaka Bhuta Dakinyo Matrikadayah
Tasya Darshanamatrena Palayante Parangmukhah
Rakshito Brahmamantrena Pravrito Brahmatejasa
Kim Vibheti Grahadibhyo Martanda Iva Chaparah
Tam Drishtva Te Bhayapanna Simham Drishtva Yatha Gajah
Vidravanti Cha Nashyanti Patanga Iva Pavake
Na Tasya Duritam Kinchid Brahmanishthasya Dehinah
Satyaputasya Shuddhasya Sarvpranihitasya Cha
Ko Vopadravamanvichedatmapaghatakam Vina
Ye Druhyanti Khalah Papah Parabrahmopadeshine
Svadroham Te Prakurvanti Natirikta Yatah Satah
Sa Tu Sarvahitah Sadhuh Sarvesham Priyakarakah
Tasyanishthe Krite Devi Ko Va Syannirupadravah
Meaning
Shiva declares that the worshipper of the Supreme Brahman has no need for other forms of Sadhana merely for the purpose of attaining the Supreme.
The disciple who receives the Mantra is described as becoming Brahmamaya, filled with or pervaded by Brahman. Shiva then uses powerful imagery to describe the protection associated with the Brahma Mantra. Adverse planetary influences and various classes of spirits are said to flee from one who is protected by the power of Brahman.
The deeper point of the passage is connected with the nature of the Brahma-upasaka. Such a person is described as purified by truth, established in Brahman and devoted to the welfare of all beings.
Those who attempt to harm such a person are therefore said to harm themselves, because the Brahma-upasaka is established in the same Supreme Reality that pervades all beings.
The Mantra must be understood
Shiva then gives an important qualification.
The Mantra should not merely be repeated mechanically. The Sadhaka must understand its meaning and its Chaitanya, the awakened awareness of the Reality represented by the Mantra.
Shlokas 31 to 34
Mantrartham Mantrachaitanyam Yo Na Janati Sadhakah
Shatalakshaprajapto'pi Tasya Mantro Na Sidhyati
Atosyarthancha Chaitanyam Kathayami Shrinuspriye
Akaren Jagatpata Samhartta Syadukarat
Makaren Jagatsrashta Pranavartha Udahritah
Sacchabdena Sada Sthayi Chicchaitanyam Prakirtitam
Ekamadvaitam Ishani Brihattvad Brahma Giyate
Mantrarthah Kathito Devi Sadhakabhishtasiddhidah
Meaning
Shiva states that even extensive repetition of the Mantra does not produce its full result when the Sadhaka does not know its meaning and Chaitanya.
He therefore explains the components of the Mantra.
The A, U and M of the Pranava are associated with the functions of preservation, dissolution and creation. Sat represents eternal Being. Chit represents Consciousness. Ekam means One, without a second. Brahma refers to the vast and all-pervading Supreme Reality.
The Mantra is therefore not presented merely as a collection of sounds. Its words point directly toward the nature of Brahman.
The awakening of the Mantra
Shiva now explains Chaitanya more specifically.
Shlokas 35 to 38
Mantrachaitanyametattu Tadadhishthatridevata
Tajjnanam Parameshani Bhaktanam Siddhidayakam
Asyadhishthatri Deveshi Sarvavyapi Sanatanam
Avitarkyam Niratankam Vachatitam Niranjanam
Vangmayakamaladyena Tarahinenena Parvati
Diyate Vividha Vidya Maya Shrih Sarvatomukhi
Taarena Tarahinena Pratyekam Sakalam Padam
Yugmayugmakramenapi Mantroyam Vividhah Bhavet
Meaning
The Chaitanya of a Mantra is the knowledge of the Devata who presides over it. In the case of this Mantra, the presiding Reality is the omnipresent, eternal and ineffable Brahman.
Shiva then explains that the Mantra can be modified through different Bija Mantras. When the appropriate Bija associated with Sarasvati, Maya or Kamala is used instead of or in relation to the Pranava, different forms of knowledge, Siddhi and prosperity are said to arise.
The Mantra can therefore occur in different forms according to the way its components are arranged.
Rishi, Chandas, Devata and Viniyoga
Shiva next identifies the traditional elements associated with the Mantra before explaining its Nyasa.
Shlokas 39 to 40
Rishih Sadashivo Hyasya Chhando'nushtubudahritah
Devata Paramam Brahma Sarvantarayami Nirgunam
Chaturvargaphalavaptyai Viniyogah Prakirtitah
Anganyasakaranyasau Kathayami Shrinuspriye
Meaning
Sadashiva is identified as the Rishi of the Mantra. Its Chandas is Anushtubh. The Devata is the Supreme Brahman, described as Nirguna and as the Inner Ruler present within all beings.
The Viniyoga is the attainment of the four Purusharthas: Dharma, Artha, Kama and Moksha.
Shiva now proceeds to explain Kara-nyasa and Anga-nyasa.
Kara-nyasa and Anga-nyasa
The teaching now moves from understanding the Mantra to ritually placing it upon the body.
Shlokas 41 to 43
Taram Saccidekamiti Brahmeti Sakalam Tatah
Angushthatarjanimadhyanamikasu Maheshvari
Kanishthayoh Karatalaprishthayoh Suravandite
Namah Svaha Vashat Hum Vaushat Phadantairyathakramam
Nyasanyoktavidhina Sadhakah Susamahitah
Hridadikaranaparyantamevameva Vidhiyate
Meaning
Shiva instructs the Sadhaka to place the different parts of the Mantra upon the fingers and hands, accompanied by the prescribed Mantra endings such as Namah, Svaha, Vashat, Hum, Vaushat and Phat.
After Kara-nyasa, the Sadhaka performs Anga-nyasa, beginning with the heart and proceeding according to the prescribed method.
Nyasa transforms the body into a ritual field in which the Mantra is consciously established.
Pranayama
After Nyasa, Shiva gives the method of Pranayama to accompany the Brahma Mantra Sadhana.
Shlokas 44 to 48
Pranayamam Tatah Kuryanmulena Pranavena Va
Madhyamanamikabhyanch Dakshinahastasya Parvati
Vamanasaputam Dhritva Dakshinanasaputena Cha
Purayet Pavanam Mantri Mulamashtamitam Japan
Angushthena Dakshinanasaṃ Dhritva Kumbhakayogatah
Japed Dvatrimshatavrittya Tato Dakshinanasaaya
Shanaishanaistyajedvayum Japan Shodashadha Manum
Vamanasapute'py evam Purakumbhakarechakam
Punardakshinatah Kuryat Purvavat Surapujite
Pranayamavidhih Prokto Brahmamantrasya Sadhane
Meaning
Shiva describes a specific pattern of Pranayama accompanied by repetition of the Pranava or Mula Mantra.
The breath is inhaled, retained and exhaled while the Mantra is repeated the prescribed number of times. The same sequence is then performed through the opposite nostril.
The three stages are Puraka, Kumbhaka and Recaka, corresponding to inhalation, retention and exhalation.
This completes the Pranayama prescribed for the Brahma Mantra Sadhana.
Dhyana of the Supreme Brahman
Having explained the Mantra, its meaning, its ritual placement and the accompanying Pranayama, Shiva now gives the Dhyana.
The Sadhaka's attention turns inward toward the Supreme Brahman within the heart.
Shlokas 49 to 50
Tato Dhyanam Prakurvita Sadhakabhishtasadhanam
Hridayakamalamadhye Nirvishesham Niriham
Hariharavidhivedyam Yogibhirdhyanagamyam
JananamaranaBhitibhramsi Saccitsvarupam
Sakalabhuvanabijam Brahma Chaitanyamide
Meaning
The Sadhaka should now meditate upon the Supreme Brahman in order to accomplish the desired spiritual aim.
The meditation places Brahman within the lotus of the heart. Brahman is without distinctions, beyond personal desire and accessible to Yogis through meditation.
It is the Reality that removes the fear of birth and death. It is of the nature of Sat and Chit, Being and Consciousness, and is described as the seed or source of all the worlds.
From Dhyana to Worship
The meditation now becomes worship.
Shloka 51
Dhyatvaivam Paramam Brahma Manasairupacharakaih
Pujayet Paraya Bhaktya Brahmasayujyahetave
Meaning
Having meditated upon the Supreme Brahman in this manner, the worshipper should perform worship with mental offerings and with supreme devotion, with the aim of attaining union with Brahman.
This marks the end of the first part of the chapter.
The next section begins by explaining these mental offerings and how the elements themselves become the articles of worship.
Terms and Meanings
Bhukti: Enjoyment, worldly fulfilment or experience of the fruits of life.
Mukti: Liberation.
Brahman: The Supreme, all-pervading Reality.
Paramatman: The Supreme Self.
Sadhana: A spiritual discipline undertaken for the attainment of a particular goal.
Sadhaka: One who performs Sadhana.
Dhyana: Meditation or sustained contemplation.
Svarupa: The essential or true nature of something.
Lakshana: A characteristic or indication by which something may be known.
Samadhi: A state of deep meditative absorption.
Dvandva: A pair of opposites such as pleasure and pain, heat and cold.
Nirvikalpa: Beyond mental distinctions and conceptual divisions.
Dehatma-adhyasa: Identification of the body with the Self.
Pranava: Om.
Sandhi: The joining of sounds according to Sanskrit grammatical rules.
Tithi: A lunar day.
Nakshatra: A lunar constellation.
Rashi: A sign of the zodiac.
Sadguru: A true or competent spiritual Guru.
Brahma-Upadesha: The transmission or teaching of Brahman, particularly through the Mantra given by the Guru.
Chaitanya: Consciousness or awakened awareness. In the context of a Mantra, it refers to knowledge or awareness of the Devata presiding over that Mantra.
Bija: A seed syllable used in Mantric practice.
Rishi: The seer associated with a Mantra.
Chandas: The metre of a Mantra or verse.
Devata: The presiding Deity or Divine Reality associated with a Mantra.
Viniyoga: The intended purpose or application of a Mantra.
Nyasa: Ritual placement of Mantras upon parts of the body.
Kara-nyasa: Placement of Mantras upon the fingers and hands.
Anga-nyasa: Placement of Mantras upon different parts of the body.
Pranayama: Regulation of the breath.
Puraka: Inhalation.
Kumbhaka: Retention of the breath.
Recaka: Exhalation.
Purusharthas: The four aims of human life: Dharma, Artha, Kama and Moksha.
Dharma: Righteousness, duty and the principle of right living.
Artha: Material prosperity and the legitimate means of sustaining life.
Kama: Desire, enjoyment and fulfilment of legitimate worldly aspirations.
Moksha: Liberation from bondage and the cycle of birth and death.
Nirguna: Without attributes or limiting qualities.
Brahmamaya: Permeated by or identified with Brahman.
Brahma-Sayujya: Union with Brahman.
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Should I read it or not ?
Will just reading the book cause some disturbances ?
My kuldevi is Yogeshwari Devi, Ambejogai. I found her nama mantra, her Gayatri mantra and her mahamantra containing beejas. I found out all of this in Rudrayamal Tantra.
Do I have to take deeksha for Kuldevi beej mantra or can I chant that mantra?
Can I chant her Gayatri mantra?
Om shree matre namah 🪷🙏
🪷 If you are thinking to start maa tripur sundari's upasana and in an simple way, you can try shri lalita panchavimshati nam stotra. It is given by Lord Hayagreeva . If you do with bhaav and a certain routine, this alone is sufficient to invoke some elements of grace in life. It consists of 25 names of maa Lalita. It doesn't require diksha, is free from any tantrik curses, so it will be helpful for genuine seekers who want to worship mother but can't due to certain rules. It's safe to do in large numbers also. If u plan on taking this as sadhna try 11 recitation for some days (say 11-21 days) , then u. Can increase it..to numbers like 21-54 etc.. if u couple it with stutis provided by Shri adi shankaracharya ji, it is best. Sharing the link to stotra and others.
🪷 For general meaning and learning ..
https://manblunder.com/articlesview/Sri-Lalitha-Pancha-Vimsati-Nama-Stotram
🪷 Stotras by Shri adi shankaracharya ji
For morning puja u can try this along side..
https://greenmesg.org/stotras/lalita/lalita\_panchakam.php
This for in general. U can just meditate on the meaning of this stotra . It's good for dhyaan of maa Lalita.
https://greenmesg.org/stotras/meenakshi/meenakshi\_pancharatnam.php
Some other stotras are also there, u can also try them.
Now end ur worship with
https://greenmesg.org/stotras/durga/devi\_aparadha\_kshamapana\_stotram.php
This stotra. Devi apradh kshamapan stotram 🙏🙏..
I have posted previously on basics of sadhna also. One can follow that pdf for nitya krama.
As a spiritual injuction, if u are going to follow this as per this post, pls on first day pray for both of us. Like saying hey devi maa bless me and then one who advised this. This will be enough .
Om shree matre namah 🙏. 🪷🪷. Have a great journey ahead 🪷🪷
Last time I asked suggestions.
I started with Ganesh Puja, I didn't have flowers and sweets, I live in a pg.
I placed the picture of Ganesh ji and lit up a diya, which diminished twice.
So putting my sentiments aside I kept Vayu as my evidence. I took water in my hand and took Sankalpa to do atleast 1000 jaap of Om Ganeshay Namah for the next 7 days.
I know it's very small but allow me to slowly get into the zone.
I did some naam jaap then read hanuman chalisa.
Any suggestions ? Criticisms are welcomed but remember I never had any guru and stuff, I am tired of waiting.
This is an interview with Kashmiri Pandit Pran Nath Kaul ji, who grew up as a child in a family steeped in Kashmir Śaivism, being long-time devotees of Swami Lakshmanjoo. He's widely recognized as a living embodiment of the teaching and a true master of our day. You can see the joy, intensity, and depth of understanding in his very mode of being. What a treat!
Please share your comments and questions and reflections here.
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When we hear the name Bhairava, we often imagine a fierce and powerful form of Shiva.
And then there is Batuka Bhairava - Bhairava in the form of a child.
There is something very beautiful about this form that I have been reflecting on.
Why the Form of a Child?
When you relate to a child, the relationship naturally becomes more personal.
You talk to him.
You tell him things.
You ask him for help.
You become emotionally connected.
And perhaps this is one of the beautiful aspects of Batuka Bhairava upāsanā.
The sādhaka is not only doing mantra japa as a mechanical practice. Gradually, an emotional relationship with the Devatā can develop.
You begin talking to Baba.
“Baba, please guide me.”
“Baba, help me with this.”
“Baba, I don't understand.”
There is a certain innocence and intimacy in that relationship.
Bhāva Becomes Part of the Sādhana
We often think of sādhana in terms of mantra, counting, discipline and ritual.
All of these have their place.
But there is also bhāva - how you relate to the Devatā.
With Batuka Bhairava, that relationship can become very intimate.
You may find yourself remembering Batuka even when you are not sitting for japa.
You may talk to him during the day.
You may share your happiness, your worries, your mistakes.
The Devatā slowly stops being only something you sit in front of during your formal practice.
There is a relationship.
And perhaps that relationship itself becomes part of the sādhana.
The Child and the Guru Principle
There is another aspect that I find fascinating.
Bhairava is deeply connected with the Guru principle and with the removal of ignorance.
Yet here that principle is approached through the form of a child.
Perhaps this reminds us that the Divine does not always have to be approached through intellectual understanding.
Sometimes the relationship comes first.
You don't need to understand everything before you can speak to Baba.
You simply begin.
And as the sādhana deepens, understanding may come in its own way.
From Form to the Devatā
Perhaps this is one of the beautiful things about Devatā upāsanā in general.
We begin with a form.
We give the Devatā a name.
We repeat the mantra.
We visualize the form.
We develop a relationship.
And slowly, the form can begin to reveal something much deeper.
With Batuka Bhairava, you may begin by seeing a child.
But behind that child is Bhairava.
And perhaps the deeper the relationship becomes, the more one starts to perceive the vastness of the Devatā behind the form.
For me, this is what makes Batuka Bhairava so beautiful.
Not simply the idea of Bhairava appearing as a child, but the possibility of developing a relationship with the Devatā through affection, trust and bhāva.
You don't just remember Bhairava.
You begin to feel that Baba is with you.
Jai Batuka bhairava 🙏
Hey guys I will keep it short so after my last post asking about Sankalp, I made a Sankalp in the name of maa kali but after that from last 1-2 days I am not feeling alone I am feeling there's a bad energy around me, I feel it's so dark black trying to get me.. I am not sugarcoating about myself but I really have a very good energy sensation, I am really feeling and moreover even the little little sounds are making me scared and the worst part I usually sleep by 12:30 to 1 am but yesterday I slept at 2 am idk what kept me awake.
My guru gave me a general Shakti mantra to chant along with telling me to offer meat to Kateriamman. I was doing vamachara worship as I was told. I was doing japa and worship for a few months and I did a yajna for Kateriamman, which was devotional, looking bad it was missing a few steps but i did it to invoke Kateriamman into my Trishul. I've been giving her meat and all, but I didn't receive any kavacham or purification mantra from my guru, thus all I do is I purify my room with incense smoke, with water combined with gayatru mantra at the entrance of my room, in my whole room and then altar, I also purify the food with water combined with mantras, such as Nama mantras, and her main mantra and end with a mantra of her naivedyam samarpayami. But I've experienced possessions, and when I did cleansings with lemon once, it actually worked. But ever since I started this path, my mother has been having so much bad luck, her foot and legs have been hurting so much, she has gotten minor fevers, troubles with her work assignments, and overall lack of motivation, sleeping problems, waking at random hours, and all but I've tried to help her with cleansings Also, a during this period, a picture frame of our whole family fell and broke at the edge, my sister's Venkateshswara poster fell by itself, my mother's beloved pendent fell from inside her drawer onto the ground. I've stopped doing meat offerings after my parents found out I was and told me to do visarjan of my Kateriamman trishul and so I did. But that same night, my mother dreamt of random dogs coming into our home and pooping everywhere and rolling in that poop. And also she woke up in the middle of the night and dreamt of robbers entering her room in the dark whilst she was awake. I also chatted with a siddha, who told me that I had invited Yakshinis and negative entities into my home and that my mother was suffering Mostly, but that due to my giving others advice on tantra(I gave some people generic Sadhanas), I had taken negativity upon myself, and also that the visarjan did no help since the energy is still here. What should I do?
First, I would like to introduce myself: I am a 43-year-old Canadian man, married with a 5-year-old daughter. I've never had any contact with the Hindu religion and my knowledge was very limited. I’ve always been a down-to-earth person while remaining fairly open-minded.
A year ago, following a lower back injury, I was doing a binaural meditation where, without understanding why, my fingers formed a mudra (Muladhara) whose meaning I had no idea about. After doing some research, I understood it was for the root chakra, but again, given my limited knowledge, I set that event aside.
One month later, I was using a machine to send electroshocks to my lower back for relief. After an intense and not very recommended use (about 4 hours a day), I did a long 2-hour binaural meditation and suddenly felt my spine fill with a truly intense energy. Shocks of energy continued for long periods, several times a day, accompanied by a state of mind I could describe as ethereal.
Just like during the mudra episode, I researched and started reading about Kundalini. I admit I was scared, and the stories I read were worrying. Being a family man, I couldn't see myself heading toward a future as a monk. The image and what I read about Kali upset me, frightened me, and obsessed me, but I eventually set all that aside, telling myself it wasn't necessarily a Kundalini awakening.
However, this month, after more meditations (it’s a practice I continue to do several times a week), I decided to read more about Shakti. I stumbled upon the image of Lalita, which deeply moved me. I decided to try to get closer to her without knowing what that entailed. I felt she represented a more approachable face than Kali, whose name I was afraid to even pronounce.
I didn't sleep much that night, but around 4:00 AM, I saw a round, highly textured form appear. I let out a scream of fear and surprise that woke my wife. Not knowing how to explain what I had seen, I told her it was nothing. It was only the next day that I realized it was a Rudraksha.
I decided to visit a Hindu temple in my city of Montreal, and although I found it fascinating, I felt lost and without points of reference. Still, I prayed to Lalita in my own way, but a significant event occurred in my family that removed my own mother's mask, making me realize she didn't love me very much and saw me more as a tool. This event made me lose a piece of my identity, especially since it was something I had never perceived before.
Yet, this didn't resemble what I was reading about Lalita, but rather Kali. Now I wonder if I should accept everything and go toward Kali, go toward Lalita, or simply go to the hospital. Can anyone here help me make sense of this?