What I did today after yesterday's suggestions to my post inorder to start from Zero.
Last time I asked suggestions.
I started with Ganesh Puja, I didn't have flowers and sweets, I live in a pg.
I placed the picture of Ganesh ji and lit up a diya, which diminished twice.
So putting my sentiments aside I kept Vayu as my evidence. I took water in my hand and took Sankalpa to do atleast 1000 jaap of Om Ganeshay Namah for the next 7 days.
I know it's very small but allow me to slowly get into the zone.
I did some naam jaap then read hanuman chalisa.
Any suggestions ? Criticisms are welcomed but remember I never had any guru and stuff, I am tired of waiting.