Idk what should I do? And it's killing me from the inside now
I'm 19 from India and I scored 75% in my 10th grade chose the science stream and scored 65% in 12th grade ik both these results are poor but why did i choose science after scoring poor in my 10th? It's because ever since I was a kid i have been told that it's the only future to be a doctor or be an engineer now I'm in a tier 2 college and I have failed in 2 subjects in my first semester and 1 subject in the second semester and i don't have any backup the only thing I'm good at is doing art I'm good at it and i wish I could pursue something creative
My second semester is about to be over and I have no clue what I should do in my life I try to study but i can never concentrate. I also have to take care of my mom after college because my father is dead i think and think how to escape it and do something productive but idk it's so depressing here