My art changes when I’m deluded/triggered
First one is a normal drawing day and second one is during an episode. It’s like I forget how to draw and I can’t visualize the character I’m portraying…is this relatable?
I think me and my sister are cursed and we need help
I don’t know if it’s witchcraft or if it’s something more, but this past week and honestly my whole life has been comically unlucky. This week specifically has been worse than anything.
My twin sister had a cancer scare, found a cyst, her job tried to fire her for not showing up despite it not being on her schedule, her computer deleted her book, she got attacked by my cat and has a severe infection, our house basement caved in, I found out my new kitten has roundworms and has given it to me and my sister, I’ve gained weight despite not eating, my card won’t work at an ATM, our mother stopped talking to us over a small disagreement, etc etc theres more but seems pointless to bring up and this is just over the past month. I’m feeling very defeated.
I used to have an ex friend who was into witchcraft and I stopped talking to her because she was very abusive and tried to assault me about a year and a half ago, but that’s the only person recently I can think of who would’ve caused this.
I also have to bring up that when I was 15 I shoplifted a small crow figure from a shop (I was a dumb teenager forgive me). I buried it in my yard last year because I thought I was cursed from it and it’s long gone, but idk…
My childhood is very strange too. Without getting into ghost stories and such, me and my sister had to be baptized because my mother took a picture of her car and it had three scary looking being in it that resembled large mouthed demons and her friend who had just committed suicide. After that photo she crashed that same car 6 times in a month. She got rid of the car, preist told her to delete the photo, and baptized us all. That is also a possible start to this torture idk…
Anotherrrr thing I can think of is the fact that my late grandfather who owned an old property of trees on an Indian burial ground died and since my aunts and mother have owned it, they didn’t respect his wishes of not tampering with the property to protect the graves and have built shacks and pulled trees out…my sister had a dream recently about being stuck under the concrete slab there and a group of them dancing around her..idk I know it’s so weird but I have to bring it up. I’m so desperate for help.
Anywho, I just need some advice or something. I have no money and I’m on my last straw. I have to be cursed, all of this is just too convenient and unnatural. Any advice helps thank you
Looking for new brushes like this
@/ MBDTZ ON X IS THE ARTIST!
This artist uses procreate and I’m curious if anyone knows what brushes they use? I want to make more manga styled artwork in this kind of style but non of the brushes I find are even close to this. Preferably free but if not I can figure something out thank you!