u/Artistic_Junk

There's a guy in my class. He's handsome, kind to me, funny... Basically, everything you want in a dream girl. I feel like I don't want to be his friend, that I'd like to be more, but I physically can't. I can't be attracted to him, nor sexually or romantically. I want to be, but I can't, and that frustrates me a lot. I always think "If only he were a girl, I would love him". I realized I'm a lesbian less than six months ago. It worries me; I'm afraid I've made a mistake, that I'm actually straight, or maybe not lesbian enough... Is that normal? What should I do?