u/Artistic_Math9966

I recently went through a traumatic event and it brought out the worse in me and I lost my friends and now I don’t feel I have a place anymore. The shame and guilt has me crying every day. I feel like going back in the closet and just walking in the shadows again. I am on my knees crying to god.

So personally I have a straight man’s way of seeing this because men don’t really speak ill on there boys girl/wife etc. now with the gays I do the same especially if my boy is with an effeminate man. Now my friend is with an extremely effeminate man and I can see him slowly loose the light he has become of this relationship. Because of that he has been horrible in personality to his friends and has become a serious hypocrite. I also low key feel he cheated and is using my friend for his money. However I am just going to do the old black Christian thing, sit back, watch, and pray. Sidebar: I do get annoyed at him complaining about the same things over and over again. Lol this was your choice

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u/Artistic_Math9966 — 19 days ago