Do you guys ever miss yearning to shift?
I feel like I’ve lost my spark if that makes sense (and I write this in a lighthearted funny way) LOL. Like there’s nothing for me to care about if I don’t wanna care. I wanna shift tonight? Okay I shift tonight. There’s no like “what if I don’t shift” “what if I’m stuck here”. Even if I fall asleep instead of meditating or shifting, who freaking cares I get to either wake up in that reality or treat the one I wake up in like a waiting room and be as silly as I’d like to be. Like it’s gotten to a point where I’m just in a constant state of being aware of my existence, regardless of which reality I am physically in. I don’t know if any of this makes sense but I occasionally miss having to like put effort into understanding and trying to shift 🤣 bring back the sense of wonder