I regret telling my parents
I'm 15 always thought when I finally told my parents about how I've been feeling for 2 years things would finally change and I be better instead they don't understand, my mother just gets really angry at me and threatens to hit me I never knew she could be so abusive I'm crying telling are I went to kill myself and she's just saying how much of a problem I am and hitting me she felt so sadistic
My brother and my father didn't seem to care about how I actually felt either they just didn't react or got angry at me
I tried to Kill myself yesterday but my brother stopped me and told my parents They made me told to my old therapist and she just kept reverting everything I was saying to god or school saying I should stop trying to cope, read my books and was god what is wrong with me because no normal person wants to kill themselves
Their severely limiting my phone usage so I can't distract myself with things that make me happy all day, they took away my razor blades so I can't cut myself and they don't want to give me anything I can overdose on
They get angry at me when I'm scared around them it feels hard to do anything anymore I've never felt like I belong in my house
I just feel like everything would have been better if I just never said anything