Hello everyone, i’m new here, i supposed we post our crushes here, right? haha i am 23 F currently working on my first job since graduation, i met my crush April 17, he was my boss’s ka meeting (i’m a secretary at some point), the first time i saw him, i was really surprised since most sa ka meeting of my boss was like mostly old, he’s in his 20’s, and the first time i held his hands (we shake hands) i was so sweaty, he’s really my type!!!! the whole time, i was glancing at him from time to time and i love how hygienic he is, clean nails, fresh cut, mesmerizing eyes, and all!!! you name it haha
after that meeting i thought i won’t see him again, i thought it was a one time meeting with my boss but no, i saw him at an event, a few days later, i was so kilig at that time, and i was thinking i already have his number, viber and all since i was contacting him when we’re about to meet before, i’m always kilig everytime i think of him, this is actually the first time i’m crushing on someone after a long time maybe 2-3 years, in all of our interactions, yes we talked, he’s being nice and all and i can actually feel there’s something between us when we lock eyes (or maybe i was just being a delulu) haha
after the event, i was planning to add him on Facebook but i was hesitant, i’m scared but my bestie pushed me so i did it, after i did it, i tried not to open my Facebook for a day just to ease my embarrassment of adding him (that was me making a move) haha but after a day, he didn’t confirm my request :(( i waited for another day because maybe he’s just busy to check it but still didn’t :((
i undo my request since it’s already a lot for me, he didn’t even accept my request, days before that i was really praying that if he’ll add me i’m gonna take care of the rest haha funny how we didn’t even got to the first stag
up until now, i’m just stalking his Facebook account and maybe waiting for a miracle to happen, i can’t take him out of my mind, i really thought there was something on how we look at each other :((
anyway, just venting out here since i can’t talk to anyone about it :((