Just stopped smoking today
Hey I’m just turned 21 the 12th and found out like 4 days ago I gotta stop smoking bc of a job opportunity that I can’t mess up , I’ve been smoking since I was like 13 and I haven’t looked back I smoked wax,tree, carts, anything to feel that high tbh a head change and it helped a lot because I have adhd and I felt like it calmed me and focused me. Well I had a cart till today bc I wanted to finish it and I officially started not smoking today and I gotta say it’s so hard rn ik it’s been only 24 hours but this is terrible I’ve always smoked every day never skipped a beat and ts is killing me 1 part of me feels like a absolute drug addict POs that can’t be a man and not let a plant make me feel like this and it’s gonna be for the better soon but the other half of me is literally stuck in hole that it’s never been in I’m hungry but nothing seems appealing I yelled at my dogs for barking and that’s literally what they do I can’t seem to focus on anything I even forgot the year earlier and I really don’t know how that happened but I just need help something to make this journey a little bit easier bc it’s the hardest thing I have ever done . Sorry for the rant just can’t express myself to anyone bc I don’t think anyone would care bc I’m just trying to get off something that I don’t need in the first place . Thanks everyone in advance just need some type of motivation or help to get thru this
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Just seen a post saying I don’t need to stop cold turkey so now I feel even more anxious and nervous about this situation I don’t wanna buy another cart bc it’s never gonna end but what am I supposed to do tbh I’ve never done this