u/Ashamed_Landscape319

I stopped using snow exactly a year ago today, but I don't feel good about it. I don't know if it's selfish of me, but I was expecting someone to congratulate me. My close friends know about my addiction and about a week ago I told them that my one year was coming up on the 30th. I'm not the kind of person who needs to be the center of attention all the time or be praised for all my accomplishments. I would've been over the moon with a just a card or a verbal acknowledgment. I know that I can't expect people to do these things for me, but it still makes me feel like I don't matter. A huge driver in my addiction was loneliness, because I just want to feel like I matter. Maybe I'm expecting to much from people? I feel like it's not a huge ask just. I feel like I'm being selfish. Sorry for rambling, but can you guys let me know if you've ever felt similar or if I just need to grow up. Thanks in advance.