u/Ashlyn_Austin

Idk if this "platform" on Reddit is the best to post on, but it just seemed the best considering the name

My (F, 14) friend (F, 14) is getting on my nerves for one or more reasons.

I like to write, and I guess you could call it fanfiction, idk. I don't write porn or anything sexual. I'd get too uncomfortable and cringe with that

the whole reason why she's getting on my nerves is bc it feels like she's making fun of me for writing

for example (s):

I asked her a question on like Wednesday or Thursday asking: if you had your left hand at ur throat and your right hand holding an inhaler, and you were gagging, how would you cover your mouth???

I was NOT writing a sex scene during this. I made it very clear to her that I was writing a character who had asthma having a hard time breathing and was also getting sick.

She kept on saying that it was sexual or something like that (as her and her now ex boyfriend would choke each other during sex, so she said she knew it was something sexual), I just know it involved sex, even though I said the character was the only one in the room

another time is just when she saw: "Screw you, Robert" on a line, and started asking who's screwing Robert? who's top or bottom. etc.

I said I'm not writing anything sexual, and I tried giving context but she wouldn't/won't listen

now her her phrase to say is: Screw you, Robert. and it's low-key annoying me and getting on my nerves.

I went up to my English teacher to ask her about a quote I made (nothing to do with what I was writing), and decided that wine I was up there, I'd ask what unit's to study over in our grammar book over the summer

Now, I have anxiety (diagnosed), don't really ask teachers things like this (first time doing so), and was already getting paranoid by my friend), so it was kinda hard for me to ask her about the grammar stuff.

I'm not gonna say it was SO difficult, but it was definitely embarrassing for me to do, but I'm proud I did it!

I came to sit back down and my friend was looking at me and said like: Seriously, what grammar unit's to look at for writing?

I said screw you jokingly, and she just had to say: Screw you, Robert. with a smirk on her face.

and since I'm so paranoid about her seeing what I write (same with anther friend, but they're not important in this), I often try to cover it up so she can't make fun of me.

which then led her too miss saying I write porn and don't want anyone to see it.

I said: if I wanted to write porn or sex, I'd ask you for advice

idk I just needed to get all of this off my chest. I really do enjoy writing, but she's making it awkward for me and low-key not fun anymore

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u/Ashlyn_Austin — 20 days ago