Almost over for sure
After 7 years of being separated, finally filed the divorce. Ive spent so long feeling stuck waiting, i dont feel any closure yet. Maybe in 6 months when its finalized. A small part of me still hopes to be with her again but its also been so long of me being stuck that if she said something about trying to mend things I would feel angry. I know that little hope I have left will leave the day of the finalization. There is no going back for me after that, this isn't some grand romantic story of us finding each other later and making it work. We live 2 hours apart, dont have any overlapping circle of friends or careers. And the day its finalized I'm cutting all ties and erase her as much as I can because after 7 years of waiting its time for me to move on and try to find some semblance of the happiness I found from being with her.