I think I am too big to tape
crossposting cuz i really need help
90% sure I am 33-34 D, rather "perky" too so there isn't as much "mush". I've only attempted taping twice now, and I know thats rather soon to assume, but literally none of the techniques I've found online are working for me. Each time I've attempted taping I reapplied multiple times to try different techniques, and the result was always mediocre. It looks like I have boobs that are super far apart and sticking out of my armpits and not like the results I see others have.
Yes, I know, comparison is the thief of joy. I know all bodies are different, and I've taken this into account. I've noticed binding tutorials for larger cup sizes tend to also be posted by larger people, so the chest tissue sorta blends in with the "rolls" (sorry if that is insensitive, i can't think of a better way to put it) and I have no fat to hide my chest in. I'm rather tall and lanky (not that tall, but proportionally so) so the chest tissue is pretty much the only significant amount of fat on my upper body.
I really want this to work. My ribs are getting sick of binders and I want to be able to wake up in the morning and see a flat chest. I know its a bit early to be discouraged, but seriously. I hate that both times i've tried, I look down and see a big dip between my still-prominent boobs. I've been on T for a little over 2 months, so I'm hoping and praying that the mammary tissue will shrink like people say it does, so maybe I'm just trying this too soon.
Does anybody else have a similar experience and, if so, any advice? I'll settle for having big manboobs, just anything to make it less feminine without a binder. I see people who supposedly have the same cup size as me getting perfectly flat chests and I just want that. THATS ALL I WANT ARGHGHGH I KNOW IT TAKES PRACTICE BUT I'M HARDLY IMPROVING AND I KNOW TWO SESSIONS ISN'T ENOUGH FOR GOOD RESULTS.
TL;DR, how to tape bind when skinny guy with big perky chest