u/Asleep-Month9338

I have many stories of my addiction to my ex. But there was one specific time, she kept telling me to come to the pool party at her apartment. I did not go. Then while she was leaving she sent me a photo of a random big handprint on her ass I was devastated but the cuck side that I have yet to understand liked it. At the same time I was angry, furious, she kept telling me that there was this guy that kept asking for her number. She said she ended up giving it to him because she was intimidated( the handprint was huge). Said she was not going to text him, about a month later she told me before even the handprint she knew the guy before and he nailed her on the same rooftop the party was on.

my ex girlfriend is a 34DDD and she keeps finding men that are bigger literally and figuratively it started off as cucking but now she just prefers them. And always compares me i have no idea what to do