[Update] It is not that bad once you actualy read
Hi everyone,
This is a quick update that literally no one asked for, so sorry if this is annoying. But if people are interested, I can keep responding to this post every once in a while with RC encouragement and thought processes that are helping me.
Yesterday, I made a post when I was feeling really down and scared about RC. Thank you so much to everyone who commented. It’s funny how much strangers on the internet can make you feel less alone and remind you that we’re all kind of a little community here.
With everyone’s encouragement, I sat down yesterday and did Practice Test 18 RC. I never looked at the clock. I never panicked. I did not care at all about what I scored (crazy mindset change for me). I just told myself that this was going to be the start of a new chapter for me.
I got to the end, finished all the passages (somehow, for the first time ever), and got a -1!!
I’m not saying this means everything is suddenly going to be easy. I’m sure my scores will keep varying, and there will still be bad days and good days, easier and harder passages. But it honestly felt like a sign that once I finally embraced the demon way on RC and committed to facing the thing that was scaring me, I got a little hint that I was moving in the right direction.
So I’m choosing to keep going, and this is your sign to choose to keep going as well! We are all going to make fantastic attorneys, and I am proud of us all for doing things that are hard!!
ps. For anyone who reads this and finds LR harder than RC and wants the inverse encouragement, you got this!!! When I first started studying, LR was my worst section (-13), and now I have an average of -4.