feeling very sad about loss of community and friends
I’ve been part of a small Discord server for over a year and it honestly felt like a second family. I was really close to a lot of people there
Recently some drama came out about something I did around a year ago. Even though it wasn’t recent, people are unfriending me, talking behind my back, and the whole group turned cold really fast. I’ve been getting ostracized and it feels like I’m losing all my friends at once
I know I made a mistake, but it’s been eating me alive. I’ve stepped away from the server and I’m trying not to talk to anybody from it again, but the feelings are hitting really hard. It feels like my whole social life is crumbling and just the anxiety of how people see me nowadays
Just needed to get this off my chest. Has anyone else been through something like this where an old mistake suddenly blows up your friend group? how did you go through it