u/Audrey44xX

Hi guys, I’m coming on here bc I don’t want to open up to my friends. I’m an 18yo girl and 5’1. Recently, I’ve been looking at myself and whenever I look in the mirror, I feel completely disgusted. I went to the doctors recently, and found out I gained 24lbs since last summer when I was 123. For some reason, it’s been bothering me so much and I can’t stop thinking about how disgusting and resentful my own body is to me. I’ve went to some of my friends but it hasn’t helped much. I don’t know if this is the right place to post about this, but I just cannot stand myself and I’m not sure how to cope or deal with this. I’m struggling. I feel stupid posting about this too, but I genuinely have just felt so alone and i don’t even have the words.