u/Aurora_988

I (16) have an appointment with my therapist in one hour and I'm so scared. I've been questioning for 11 months and I don't know if I'm a cis girl or nonbinary or idk... I don't know how or if I should tell her. I'm so terrified because telling her would make it REAL. Sometimes I just want to forget it and don't think about it anymore but it's always coming back and I feel so alone with all this. I'm scared she's gonna ask me questions I can't answer. Idk I'm freaking out and I don't know what to do. I mean what if I tell her and then I turn out cis? Would she think I faked it? And what if she tells me I'm trans/nonbinary? That would be scary, too. I don't know, I'm confused and terrified and alone.