u/AuthorAggressive5683

I’m ugly. All my friends hate me and I’m the “punching bag” of the friend group. My weed addiction made me irritable and a terrible friend. I’m not a good parent to my kitten. My crush chose my friend over me. My derealization ruined my life. I’m not happy. I’m crying right now. I cry at least 5 times a week. I’m the weakest person in my grade. I most definitely have motor problems and will have rheumatoid arthritis when I’m older because my dad has it.I’m in a trio friend group most of the time and the other two always choose each other in sports or games or whatever and leave me out. And I’ve never had a girlfriend