u/Autismmprime

Diagnosed at 31 after having a really good life.

No matter how bad I want to do something simple, I can't even do that.

I fail my wife of 15 years . I don't see any way that things will ever get better for me...

Ive done so much and everything was good for so long.

Now it's just not. Everything I was that got me here isn't sustainable all of a sudden.

Everything feels bleak.