The world would disappear when we were together
nothing and no one else mattered for those moments. that was our time. I could be myself and melt into you. I felt happy and safe. I could look at you and just know everything is going to be ok. you felt like home. somewhere I belonged somewhere I was wanted. I didn’t feel shy or ashamed of myself. you never made me feel like I was annoying or bothering you. I know I can be a bit much. but that’s only because of how I feel about you. all my problems went away I could actually relax. just being in your presence was all i needed. I could be a baby your baby. whatever else you had going on in your life wasn’t my business. 8 months of seeing you everyday at least almost everyday to this nothingness. its like you died almost not a word nothing. Do you know what type of trama that causes? you know I have abandonment issues already and trust issues. I’ll never understand how you could do this to me after everything I’ve done for you and everything we’ve been through together. I just don’t understand how you can say you ever cared when you know what you’re doing is hurting me. I made mistakes yes everyone does I’m human just like you. your mistakes never made me do something to purposely hurt you. I even helped you while you were trying to hurt me. I didn’t have to help you either I could of left you stuck where she put you. But I care about you in the end thats what matters not why I’m mad or what you did. I love you no matter any of those things. I guess we just don’t love the same idk. I didn’t ask you for much you gave me bare minimum and now nothing. thank you for always showing me how little I matter to you not shocked at this point I’m use to it.