It hurts so much. I’m scared to lose his smell. I wish he was stinkier. My perfect baby boy.
My baby boy King crossed over yesterday at 430p, behavioral euthanasia and my heart feels completely shattered.
He was a 4-year-old Dogo Argentino with the biggest presence and the softest side once you earned his trust. He was stubborn, emotional, protective, deeply attached to me, and such a comfort in my soul.
Our journey together was complicated and heavy at times, but he was so loved. I keep replaying everything and hoping he knew that in the end.
I don’t know if anyone here connects with pets who have passed, but I would give anything to know:
- if he’s at peace
- if he understands why things happened the way they did
- if he knows I never stopped loving him
- if he’s still with me in some way
I feel so much guilt, grief, and emptiness right now. I just miss my boy so much already.
Thank you to anyone who reads this or feels connected to him.