r/PetPsychics

He is my heart in walking form. I had him since I was 7yrs & he was the only reason I felt unconditional love as a child. I attribute many of my good qualities to his love as my home life was dysfunctional to say the least… anyway, he was the only being that loved me unconditionally my whole life…he was my best friend as a child, teen, adolescent, & well into my 20s. He moved into my first apartment with my wonderful fiancé and I. That move was so hard, having little support and feeling urgency behind it.
In the manymany years of my fiancé and I being together, she & my boy became so close, so much so we referred to him as her boyfriend!

He had taken such good care of me over the years, raising me, getting me to adulthood, that I felt we were responsible for him to have the best life ever. He never heard no, he got (almost) everything he wanted (pictured). This was his retirement home - he called all the shots & he kneeeeeewwww it!
As years passed, his age started to show - surprisingly only at 17years did he start showing signs of age… started with the back leg arthritis. Then thyroid & kidneys. He declined rapidly at 19… so fast that I think we’re still in shock. He was having seizures from a suspected brain tumor and terrible diarrhea from an intestinal tumor. We hospiced him in home for as long as physically possible.

At some point, he wasn’t himself anymore. In a matter of weeks he no longer wanted to be pet, kissed, or snuggled. This wasn’t him but I didn’t feel ready to let go. Thanks to close friends & some redditors, we made the terribly difficult, heartbreaking decision of home euthanasia. We didn’t want him to suffer any more than he already may have. We sat every day and night watching him with bated breath worrying about another seizure he wouldn’t come out of.
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My fiancé took on the task of finding the at home euthanasia service & not only coordinating shipment but packing our boy to get him professionally articulated so that I can have him back as more than a box of ash. She took on so much to make sure that our boy was taken care of and safe in his final moments. I don’t know if she knows how grateful I am for her love of us, her care, her deep loyalty to make sure that he was safe every moment. Our other boys are so weird now… our 15yr old creamsicle that grew up with my boy hides constantly (we got his blood run after we had to put my boy to sleep, he is physically healthy). Our 4yr old is chatty/ whiney, and our 1yr old is clingy whiney and sniffs around constantly.

I don’t really know why I’m writing here. I just miss him desperately. I have been in denial & I just keep waiting for him to show up. Yesterday I looked at the last photos of him… it hit me really hard- those are the last pictures I will ever have of my boy. That rips me apart. How am I supposed to go the rest of my life without him? Honestly? Every single day since his passing feels pointless. I don’t want to be home anymore but I have so much anxiety when I leave the house.
I miss him so much that it makes me feel empty. I literally feel hollow. The sadness is overwhelming and it hurts the worst at night. He isn’t there to race us to bed to get the middle and snuggle. He isn’t taking up as many pillows as physically possible. He isn’t there for me to give him a million kisses. He doesn’t wait for his secret treat and 5th brekkie. He doesn’t yell at us for fresh water from the sink. He isn’t basking in the window getting warm from his heated blanket and the sunlight.

I need him to come back to me. Will he come back? Where do I look for him? I just need to know that I will have him again, I don’t know if I can do life without him.
Thanks for listening 🩷

I really thought I would have my angel for a few more years but a couple of months ago he started getting to not be himself. After a couple of weeks of this I took him in thinking it was something minor and was told he probably had lymphoma. I kick myself now for not taking him in sooner but I began a regimen of natural anti cancer things I already knew of . Also the vet gave me some prednisone. But I was guessing through all of this and watched him barely eat and often keep to himself. Yesterday I finally gave in and made an appt which was today at 2 pm CDT. By 3 he was gone. Watching him drift away forever was the hardest thing since losing my mom 7 years ago. Coming home to him not here has been the next most difficult thing. All I can think of is that he's not here. I just can't seem to accept it and don't think I ever will. I'm not a religious person and rate myself an agnostic but I wish I could know if he's somewhere else better or just non existent now. I wish I knew if I took good enough care of him all of these years and did I let him languish and suffer too long these last few weeks hoping I could save him . I don't see how I'll get over losing him he had such a good honest heart. I really hope I just don't wake up ever again

curious if anyone could get a reading on my boy. my husband and i adopted him last year, and he has been the absolute light of my life since. Curious to know how he’s feeling, and if there is anything we can do to make him more comfortable at home, just a general idea of how he feels ! Thank you in advance !

He has been sick ever since we have got him, his current issues inc insomnia which makes him mentally exhausted along with seizures and hip dysplasia. I just want to know if you think he is happy and will be happy.

This was the last picture I took of my dog Micky on Friday the 15th of may, I found him dead the next morning.

Does he forgive me for not realising something was wrong? Is he ok? Does he know how much I loved him?

He always slept in my bed but during the night he must have gone downstairs and died alone and it's haunting me knowing he took his last breaths alone

I can't sleep and the pain is indescribable.

The house feels so empty now and I'm really struggling.

I just need to know he's ok.

Thank you for taking the time to read this, I'm sorry if the post is too long 🖤

Arthur was with me for 9 years only he was diagnotized at 7 with heart disease and was on meds all that time, he did well until last winter when his breathing became difficult, the vet added meds which did not help ,he had no fluid in lungs and never had but his heart became very big and thats what was believed to compress his lungs, i been to cardiologist which new treatment did not work eiter, his cough was so bad that he had difficult to sleep ...

After searching online i found about aerodwag inhaler with seretide i tried it and after few days he got better and cough dissapeared by 80% .... But little more than 1 month latter it came back again stronger that the only thing that could help him was when i carry him against me in a sit like position to help him breath. One night his cough was so bad that he collapsed on the floor and he got back after a while in my arms , few days latter i had to go in er because he could not lay down without coughing at each expiration , he used hid tummy to expire the air each time ,they gave him a morphasol injection and he stopped cough for 24hrs with also being very sedated , then after the cough was back and i again been to a cardiologist who did not help much and gave another antibiotic , 9 days latter his tummy was big because i think when he eat and drink he shallow air , he was gasping for air streching his neck , i been outside with him carry him around and letting him walk so he could poo hoping he would get better but when i back nothing changed , his breathing was still bad and he could not lay down , i decided to go in er and i told them that the morphasol helped him last time , they did the injection i asked the minimum dosage as always and 20 minute latter the vet came back to check him with his stéthoscope, when he finished Arthur breath got worse that we had to give him oxygen but that did not help , they said at this point its was better to euthanasia him and i cried i called my mother because i need mental support , we decide to let him go i stopped cry while they did the injection talking in his ear to try to calm him , then the vet said " he gone " i cried all the tears of my body , i keep regreting go to the er because the injection and vet stressed him that is surely worsen the situation until its was too much , i regret so much maybe if i had hold him at home longer its would have get better , i miss him so much he was only 9years old its way too young for a chihuahua, i just keep crying and not moving out my bed since sunday i dont have reason to live anymore i want be gone too i want to be where he is , i miss his smell , i miss hear him coming sleep at night in my bed , i miss touching him , i miss his beautiful inocent eyes , i wish i could see him again, i wish i could know if i could ever be with him again 😢

This is Maggie on March 6th. She had just been picked up from grooming. When she got home, she wasn't acting right, so we headed to the ER Vet. Still not thinking the worst, the vet told us that she had spleen and heart cancer and that the tumor had burst. She sent us to a specialist that night, and we had to make a hard decision, and we had to put her down. I miss her so much! Does she know how much I miss her? I'll take anything anyone sees. Thanks

My Coco fell down my balcony 2 days ago, it's my fault and my negligence that caused this, it happened the day I was coming back home from out of town, my mom did her best to take care of em, I don't blame her,

all i could think about was her as i walked home from the station, i come home and was shocked to find a window to the balcony open, but all the cats were in and excited to see me, but then it hits me that coco isn't anywhere inside, i search everywhere and get anxious, that sinking feeling comes in, she was scared of thunder and it was storming that night,

I went down my apartment she's nowhere and I get a sigh of relief that it didn't happen, but then I talked to our security and he confirms that a cat fell down just an hour ago, it seemed dead so he tossed it out in an abandoned ground nearby and I ran ran ran and found her soaking in the rain in the cold concrete where she was tossed out like she meant nothing, she had died just an hour ago, if I'd come an hour earlier she'd be alive, I hugged her brought her home and dried her after that...this is just too big of a loss to me..

I'm crushed as I write this, i can't even describe this properly but it's just pain, I keep food for her when I feed the rest because she was food crazy, I was obsessed with her, she always took the chance to sneak out, maybe i should have reminded mom to check if all the windows were shut, i used to tell coco that ill take care of you and I'll keep you safe after her mom passed away when she was just a kitten, i bottle fed her and her brother after her mother who was very dear to me passed away of illness just 9 months ago, I'm still grieving for her mother Meeka and now this is all too much for me, I am just way too in love with coco, she would knead on me in the middle of the night, we'd chase each other, her voice and rants, i had songs I'd sing to her, shed purr as soon as i touch a strand of hers, and there's nothing of that anymore, it all feels like a bad dream, it happened an hour before I was supposed to reunite with her, her brother seems quite depressed and keeps howling every now and then... Sometimes it feels like she's still here, so I call out to her every now and then and just sob, i really love you coco

Any messages ? Missing her so much

Blue was the best baby of mine. She never left my side for a moment. My biggest mistake was letting her go with my dad to another town where the weather was colder. He didn't understand that Blue was silently becoming sick and at last, my baby got a stroke and passed away. I will never forget her. I visit the bird bazaar everyday in search of her because my heart still says that perhaps she has rebirth in a different bird but I'm unable to find her. Wherever she is, I hope she can see me and know how much I will always love her.

These two kittens and her mom went missing on last Monday. Tried to find them but couldn’t since it is raining heavily this whole week I think they lost the scent to find us. They usually roam around our house but never go further.

The mom cat’s name is Mama

Other two kittens

Full black kitten : Dupree

Other one: Dunkin ( she’s not much aware that it’s her name yet)

Can someone please try to connect with them and get me any clue on where they are right now 🥹

They went missing on Monday not sure the time since I was at work. It was heavily raining so at first we thought they were stuck somewhere finding shelter.

Most of all I want to know if they are doing fine. Still alive and not hungry. And if they are all together or got separated somehow 😭

He’s only been gone since Wednesday. Me and my other two cats are very sad. I hope Cash knows I tried so hard for him his whole life. I feel like it wasn’t his time to go yet. I am sad and filled with regret. I hope he’s at peace and with his sister Kiwi who passed in 2024.

This is Mango. Mango has a choice of homes, and I would like her opinion on the matter.