u/Automatic-Sun5898

Whenever I imagine what I want out of life and how I want my future to go, I often don't see any meaningful connections along the way.

I know that I want to travel, I know that I want a lot of animals (you could count those as meaningful relationships). but, I can never envision a future in which I have any friends, new ones or the ones I have now.

Nor do I envision having a partner, which is sad considering I have one currently.

I've thought about this for a while and would you say this is because deep down I know my life won't follow a path that is suitable for the people around me to be a part of my life, or is this simply my mind being unable to comprehend my possible future correctly?