To the Most Beautiful and Smart Woman in the World:
Just shy of 3 years ago, fate pulled me by a red string into somewhere I’d never been before, and I met you. You turned my whole world upside down. You are the one that I didn’t even know I’d always been searching for…..Bold. Real. Electric. Impulsive. Emotional. Clever. Beautiful.
We looked into each other’s eyes for what seemed like an eternity and I’ve never been the same since. I fell deeply in love with you immediately and it made me question everything. Still does. Sadly, I may never know if you felt the same, due to how time, lack of communication, and circumstance played out.
I’ve never loved anyone with the burning intensity that I feel for you. There is some kind of magic in our connection that feels extraordinarily exhilarating and oddly familiar, in an otherworldly way….all with a built-in, mutual trust. I always wonder if you felt the same thing to the same degree I did, or if you even felt anything at all, as we both have one hell of a poker face.
I wish we could’ve just had that conversation. I’ve been told that I’m too blunt, too direct, too this or too that….. but in my mind, it’s just plain, old fashioned honesty…and maybe that scared you.
I tried to get to know you better, off and on, but you put up walls too high for me to scale. I took that as rejection. And yet…. I still couldn’t let you go. My heart and intuition wouldn’t let me.
I’ve always been highly attracted to intelligence, but you have so much more going for you than that …..I am attracted to your soul.
Because of our latent traumas, we played stupid games and won stupid prizes and now we are practically strangers again.
If you were to call or text me, I would drop everything and meet you anywhere. I would, finally, confess my undying love. Nothing is standing in our way…. except a lack of open and honest communication.
I would be the happiest person in the world just to hold you and feel your heartbeat next to mine. I daydream all the time about all the ways I would love you like you’ve never been loved before. I dream of our first kiss, bending down to meet your lips…you looking up at me in your adorable way & I just become weak in the knees. Just thinking about your softness and sweetness sets me on fire with passion and desire like no other.
I want closeness without suffocation and commitment without demands in my relationships and something tells me that you may want the same thing.
I can see how perfect we are for each other …and how we could help heal each other’s deepest wounds, naturally and easily, given time.
We could have a beautiful, exciting & unconventional life together, but it takes two to tango, my Love. Take a step toward me and let’s find out.
Eternally Yours