u/Autumn_admires — reddlx

Image 1 — I L♡VE this time of year so much!🍂🍄🍁 I get to wear all of my favourite sweaters and cardigans!

I L♡VE this time of year so much!🍂🍄🍁 I get to wear all of my favourite sweaters and cardigans!

Words cannot express how much my mood brightens up whenever Autumn/Fall comes around and the weather gets a little bit cooler in temperature.

I feel like I have the most fun fashion wise with it!

I just wish it lasted longer!!!!

Just wanted to share one of my favourite cardigans I like to wear for this special time of year ♡

(Also I hope the make-up/style flair is appropriate for this; I didn't know what to pick)

u/Autumn_admires — 7 days ago

▲ 13 r/eyes

My eyes a normally warm brown 95% of the time, but when the out side lighting hits just right, they become a little more honey in colour

u/Autumn_admires — 21 days ago

▲ 28 r/Redhair

I really do feel like I'm on the cusp of red head and blonde and really don't know what side of the isle I belong on

I truly, am being sincere and not trying to be a farmer (is that what they call it on Reddit im not sure lol im still learning)

But I seriously feel like a hair chameleon on a daily basis. All of these pics are my hair in its naturally undyed state, the only part being affected are my ends and mids because of working outsider this summer and having the sun bleached my hair a bit from UV exposure.

My hair will literally look different hues on its own just depending on how much oil build is in my hair vs if its freshly clean out of the shower and blow dried.

It will change depending on what type of lights are hitting it (out door lighting vs articial bluish light)

And I swear: my clothes can DRASTICALLY ulter the perception of my hair colour.

Greens and teals make me look more red

Pinks and blues make me look more blonde

And even yellows and oranges with sometimes make me look more brown and auburn and mute my hair.

Blacks can make me look more blonde or red.

Whites make me look more blonde and brown.

Its so strange and I don't know where belong because all of these daily detail changes in my autistic mind have me perpetually questioning. And am I just so curious to hear what people say if only for an interest in what others see in their perceptions vs my own..

I won't keep this post up probably for more than a day as I know this thread gets spammed with posts constantly asking for validation of "am I a red head?" I don't to what to say about what I am...without knowing for sure because honestly? I can't fucking tell, and im being DEAD serious is the strange part LOL

u/Autumn_admires — 1 month ago

▲ 8 r/CrohnsDisease

Just realized something mind boggling: its been almost 20 years since I was diagnosed with Crohn's... in all the time I've been thru all of my flare ups and highs & low, being post-op, my family still doesnt understand I have a chronic illness and leadned about it effects me differently than them.

***forgive the typos in my title I am not cognitively at 100% righr now***

I was at a rock concert tonight. It was an amazing experience but by the end of it: I was absolutely exhausted and feeling light headed and low energy.

It had been about 5 hours since I last ate something.

And I felt like I was going to pass out and my stomach started feeling very weird.

For context, we has three pit stops on our way back home to drop off three other people before dropping me off.

I feel very off and paranoid I could lose control of my senses and just literally faint or go into an episode. But Ive been on the edge before like this and can usually psyche myself out of it long enough if I absolutely have to. but... thats usually risky and not guaranteed to always work. sometimes mind over matter doesnt work when there's something wrong with your body.

An 1 hour of walking has passed by trying to back from the concert to the parking garage... and I realize we are not even a third of the way through our journey until I get home and get some water or just a little snack or something to help me settle down and feel like my symptoms subside.

I innocently asking my brother, on our way to his place before dropping me off, if "they have any snacks and if I just grab something on the go please before I am taken home" trying to signal to him: *I need help.*

He *almost* says yes... but then his girlfriend complains "I have to go to bed."

... i tell her she doesnt need to cook or bake anything, but she doesn't get it, goes silent on me, and my brother is like "I dont know if thats a good idea."

And im trying to let him know *why* I need it. Not doing to be a burden or try to mooch something off of them because I am a hungry free-loading bitch LOL

But thats how they interpreted. So I say "nevermind its ok."

And... well. I just fell into silence realizing that I have been through this before where they dont get it have different needs to keep me stable. and my brother hasnt brought his GF up to speed about my Crohns and how it affects me.

Maybe they can go 6 to 7 hours without any food on their stomachs... i cant or else I literally feel like Im gonna slip into a coma or have my stomach start getting *serious lingering pain*

And I have *no idea which one its gonna be but both ***suck ass and make me feel like I'm a fucking terminally ill dying patient***.

I am so sorry for venting but... I am actually just stunned. Its like... because I am technically in remission... they think that just makes me an able bodied non sick person like they. Like im "cured" for a moment and time.

And that reality of their ignorance really sucks.

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u/Autumn_admires — 1 month ago

▲ 194 r/TwoXChromosomes

I actually would LIKE more platonic male friends but I find 99% of the men that enter in my life always wind up wanting FWB or romance... Sigh

Pretty much self explanatory.

I miss the days when I was in elementary school and early highschool when I had normal guy friends who were just friends with me with no ulterior motives...that I knew of... but I mean when your kids who are still developing to me its usually more likely to be innocent in nature... (at least from my personal experience)

I even had a man who I knew from my old college days when we were just surface level friends in classes... we were both around 19 years old...

Well he hit me up randomly on IG and started following me, spam liking posts, and asking to hang out with me again and do coffee and work out together at the gym...

He's [happily] married with two kids 💀 and his wife has his name in his bio and vice versa

WTf lol

This is just one example sadly... i have too many to count.

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u/Autumn_admires — 1 month ago

▲ 684 r/ontario

Absolutely pissed with the CNE be open during a risk triple threat storm warning today (along with my bosses who decided this was a good idea too)

I worked there today at an outdoor booth. Im not gonna say which one because I dont want to be traced and have this come back to bite me in the ass.

But after what happened today, for what felt like at a moment like a tornado was hitting us with how bad the wind was, and how it flooded everything and knocked over all of our things, I cannot believe that precaution and foresight was not exercized today.

My shift got cancelled on Monday because of weather and that wasn't even half as bad as what happened today.
This is seriously a big risk to people's safety, health, including every parent who brought their child today, not to mention our stock getting ruined from the weather. AND ALL THD ELECTRICAL EQUIPMENT BEING USED OUT DOORS!!

I have no idea who's bright idea it was to allow outdoor booths to run today.

Fucking stupid and I hope somebody gets in trouble for this.

Rant over

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u/Autumn_admires — 1 month ago

▲ 98 r/ArianaGrandeSnark

How do you "take a step back from publicity" and yet keep doing whatever you can to draw attention to yourself?

Seriously ever since that came out about her avoiding public appearances and trying to remain lowkey, its like the exact opposite has been has been happening. All I see now is her posting, her music being shoved in my face, and every other article is about her. Its so dumb lol.

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u/Autumn_admires — 2 months ago

▲ 13 r/Redhair

I have no idea if I am red head or just a dark blonde with warm undertones

I feel like it changes colour constantly depending on the season (summer vs winter etc), the time of day (day vs night), if I'm in doors vs out doors. Articial lighting vs natural. Oh and of course depending on how clean / greasy my hair is.
I've been told by random people/friends/family/teachers/hair stylists the following, that I'm:

•auburn •strawberry blonde •dirty blonde •dark blonde •copper blonde •sandy brown •red head •light brown
The list goes on.

I WAS a ginger as a very little kid mind you but it became a lot more brassy and brownish as I got older.But I still have people say sometimes "you're a red head though, right?"
I honestly have no idea if I am anymore! I have colour blindness for my own hair because I get so many answers.

Give me your brutally honest opinions! I can handle the truth :P

u/Autumn_admires — 4 months ago

▲ 2 r/PCOS

Newly diagnosed with PCOS/PMOS and just found out I was born with a heart shaped uterus ❣️

Title.

I guess I'm just looking for support and reassurance.
I was diagnosed with Crohn's Disease as a child and have been through surgery to remove a part of small colon in order to help.

Got my period very late at 17 and have irregular periods my whole life, but when they do hit, theyre heavy and brutally painful.

For a long time I just assumed my health problems were related to my Crohn's but now having this confirmed and being in the beginning of my 30s... and feeling like I'm going through puberty part 2 with the damn hormonal acne, hair growth, and puffiness...its leaving me pretty bummed out and frustrated...

I'm not sure what to think and feel right now but I know over time I'll adjust.

Just need hugs right now.

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u/Autumn_admires — 4 months ago

▲ 2 r/loseit

Hi! Just asking this because I'm genuinely curious what the general opinion is on the right move to make here!

Currently on a mild body recomp fat-loss journey and hoping to lose about 5-7 pounds worth of fat to start while training to build lean muscle.

(am 5'2 and weigh approximately 138 lbs right now)

My calorie budget for today is 1480 kcal.

I have consumed three full balanced meals, and currently stand at 1410 calories according to the stats I've logged. (Weighed and measured everything via scale)

So far...

Protein is 65g/100g alotted

Fat is 60g/58g alotted

Carbs are 140/145g alotted

Fibre is 19/20-24g alotted

I have technically 70 calories I can still use.

I can either be done for the and hit my calorie deficit, or... maybe... reach close to my protein goal and have a Fairlife CorePower milkshake that has 26g of protein left, but go a little above in a calorie surplus in terms of my budget. *the calories for the shake is 170 kcal*

For context. I worked out two days go and did an upper body work out with progressive overload and walked 10,000 steps.

Yesterday I hit 7000 steps but mostly rested (was pretty low energy.)

Today I felt a bit more energized but still not 100%, although still motivated to do a light work out tonight! :)
And may do a leg day tomorrow at the gym!

If you were in my shoes, what would you do to help better yourself?

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u/Autumn_admires — 6 months ago

▲ 60 r/PetiteFitness

Last year, I posted progress of my journey to become physically fit.

I'm 5'2 ft / 158 cm.

In December 2024, I was still living with my abusive ex, and had felt myself lose control of my life.

In March 2025, I was on a journey to take back my power and use all the emotional fall out from it to get stronger so I would never feel weak and defenseless again.

I had gotten so close to my goal weight, (120 lbs) going from 135 lbs to 127 lbs in a span of a few months. And I was so proud of myself. I wanted to keep it up and go even harder----

But then in October 2025, life through another heart ache at me. I will not go too deep into details.... but I was basically forced to move again for the second time in a single year because of a narcisstic family member who put their own wellbeing above me and another. And it was at that time I felt my whole world fall a part again.

I fell off. HARD. I was basically depressed and unmotivated. And I had gained back all the weight I lost, and more. And I hit 142 lbs for the first time in my life.

And I hated myself for it

Ive been going to the gym again. Hoping that number would shrink the same way. I did the calorie deficit harder, walked more, intermittent fasted even more...

But to my surprise. The number barely budged, and kept fluctuating between the same 5 of 6 pounds. And I was getting so frustrated.

My body dysmorphia had convinced me I was a failure, and that it was too late for me to recover and bounce back the same way now that I hit my 30s.

I hated how I just couldn't be the same person I was from before. And was nearly close to stopping again...

But to my surprise. I met up with some friends whom I hadn't seen since October, the same month I got kicked out. And they couldnt get over how "toned" and in great shape I was!

And it truly had taken me a back. Because I didnt *feel* like i had made progress. That i had gotten toned again

I took a selfie at my gym yesterday as a way to track progress. But I looked at myself and just realized that...

Nobody in my life sees the number when they look at me. Nobody measures me that way like I do myself.

Nobody sees the same self-critical details and flaws that I see in myself.

All they saw was how I showed for myself yourself. And the effort I had put into getting back on that horse called Life after it knocked me down, again and again.

I guess in that way... I had succeeded without knowing.

Today I am 138 lbs. And although there is still that nagging voice in my head telling me to shrink that number...

Id like to gently remind myself that the number doesn't tell the whole story.

What matters to me the most now...is my relationship with food has healed, what I am putting into my body is fuel mixed with a little bit of joy here and there, and what I'm doing to take care of myself physically for my mental health, and so I can continue to grow stronger and keep myself agile as the years keep goint well beyond my 30s.

Thank you for everyone who's read this post!

u/Autumn_admires — 6 months ago