hi!! i am the middle child in our familyy hehe. i know may middle child sydrome something and for so long, i dont really believe doon. I always keep myself on the top of my game and i make sure na di ako pabigat sa family. I am an excellent student, i graduated on time and actually is trying to enter medschool after passing our boards. I always felt like i needed to prove myself, because if not, i am nothing.
pero nakakainis lang kasi di nila parin ako nakikita. I am the child na responsable. I am very type a kasi. ayoko ng dugyot. ayoko na may hugasan bago matulog. ayoko na late nagigising. my routine has been always to wake up early then cook and serve food on the table. ayoko na napapagod parents ko sa mga bagay na kaya ko gawin. i am 22 after all. what sucks is that my siblings who are of age to be capable of doing these things as well, can't seem to do it! mga simpleng bagay lang, di magawa. nakakainis kasi pareho kami nang magulang at lahat ng alam ko sa bahay, mommy namin nagturo, pero sila wala talaga haha. it feels like ako natayong panganay!
amidst all of the things I did for everyone, lahat ng attention napupunta sa kapatid ko. sa kapatid ko na super close ko, pero i can't stop being mad at her. sya yung mas maganda at payat samin...dami nya nabagsak na, dami nang pera nagastos para sa kanya.. sya yung magaling lang sa bahay pag present ang jowa, sya yung di maalam mag-initiate. ate sya pero di sya makaasta na parang ganun. very self-centered nya. nakakainis. sya yung nasa med field din pero sya lang yung parang mas acknowledged by all!
i don't mean any bad things for them, but i just hope that they can be fair. dahil ako mas responsable, ako lagi inuutusan. dahil ako mas responsable, kahit simpleng pag-order sa kainan, ako gumagawa. pag may sinabi ako, di agad maniwala. ako pinakaresponsable at di isipin sa pamilya, pero tangina, sobrang nakakapagod na. magdodoktor po ako.. tanginang kamay tong puro kalyo kakahugas ng plato!