Question about psychologists
Hi!
Just looking for some advice. I’ve been struggling with my mental health all my life but recently it’s become unmanageable at times.
I saw a psychologist a couple of years ago but ended up lying to her everyone session to the point I couldn’t see her anymore. I started seeing a new therapist recently and I tried to be more honest but i don’t really feel I’m getting benefit out of it. Albeit I haven’t really disclosed everything to her but I’m specifically seeing her in regards to my anxiety. A lot of the time it gets drawn back to mindfulness but I think with the way my anxiety functions that isn’t helpful at all.
I’m just looking for advice on what to do, is psychologists someone that can help everyone or is there not much they can do for me if this mindfulness stuff doesn’t really help. I’m open to seeing a new therapist and maybe trying to be completely open about my issues but I’m not sure if it’s worth it. I also have a lot of trouble talking about my mental health especially when I’m not prepared with what to say and hence I do just gloss over stuff that is probably important; I’m not sure if this also makes it illogical for me to seek therapy in this way
Sorry if this isn’t logically written I’m basically just asking if it’s worth giving up on therapy or not. I’m happy to answer any questions about myself if you think it might help you answer my question
Just for context I wss seeing a therapist for anxiety as I think that was a root cause but it’s also led to some minor self harm, and suicidal ideation (which I half disclosed) and some other eating disorder behaviors etc but I find it a struggle to talk about, not necessarily because it makes me upset it just makes me deeply uncomfortable