A revision
Maybe one day I can give it to him, but for now I'm left with just writing about how he makes me feel.
"There are not enough words that can accurately explain how I have felt over the last three weeks.
I haven't been able to take my mind off of you that night we were alone in your car. The smell of your hair, the warmth of your skin, the way your hand gripped and stroked my thighs; these memories replay over and over in my head until I am drunk on thoughts of us.
Long after we kissed, your taste lingered on my lips and I have since wanted nothing else but to taste you again, to fully drink you in. This throbbing ache, this hot swelling of desire; I cannot be freed from this torment until I am completely and thoroughly consumed by you.
I am on my knees begging for release and yet- I am overindulgent, savoring this hunger. I will not know peace until I am devoured. Until you take me apart and make my body yours.
All of this and somehow I am still unable to find the words for how wildly I crave you."