u/Awkward-End-5357

I work at a restaurant, and anytime it gets super busy or I feel like people are looking at me, I tug/grip my shirt until they can no longer see me. I usually head towards the bathroom to calm down, and I can let go of my shirt. It's kind of like if I was squeezing a stress ball, but with the front of my shirt.

None of my co-workers have ever commented on why I do that (I know they don't care), but it's something I seem to always do, and I wonder if anyone else does the same thing.

Whenever I stay up late, I always think of you. Your voice. Your laugh. Your beautiful smile. Everything. You are always the last and first person I think of when I go to sleep and wake up. I wish you knew that, though. I wish you knew how much you mean to me. Just some sign that shows me that you love me as I love you. I would love to give you the world every night and day. Make every day special, but those days may never come, but I will still love you. Good night. I love you.