I miss my friend a lot
I processed my friend's death by talking to strangers who never even knew he existed couldn't talk to family because they were grieving too. couldn't talk to friends because i didn't want to be a burden started talking to strangers on ogtv late at night just to talk about my late friend. talk about what he was like, what I miss, stupid memories. And it felt good , it felt like I have removed some heavy burden on my chest tbh . he was a good soul and always there for me whenever I needed him in my life . He encouraged me to do what I like and said don’t worry about the too much for future, just stick to the plan and enjoy your life buddy, that happy face of him, still comes in my way, I miss him so badly