Manifesting is…weird
Why is my ability to want things and get them so…. so wonky? Like ever since I was a child the most consistent thing i could manifest was food and several toys in the most bizarre ways. That turned into mostly food now but leave it. Now I’ve been trying to learn how to properly manifest but it’s a bit of a roller coaster ride, the two clear examples I can think of right now is my want to reality shift and my exam results. I’ve been trying to reality shift for a year and some months now and since December I’ve been getting nothing, I think I tried to manifest it properly, writing it down trying to forget about it and stuff and still nothing happens. And for my exam test results…lemme say that I honestly studied shit, seriously I studied very little and though I fricked the biggest exam of my life, until i had a sudden thought pop in and out of my head a month back,”Hmm…I’ll get around 65%…thats an okish score to live life” and boom away it goes. And now a few days ago I see that i got 64.2%….and didn’t realize that i said smth abt this a month ago until now. And theres more examples but I’m honestly not awake enough to say, so can anyone explain and maybe give tips?