Cut on my neck. Worst fight ever
This happened Sunday the cut on my neck has gotten a bit better.
It all started cause I gave my son hot Cheetos my husband got upset cause he doesn’t like when he eats hot Cheetos cause it the red dye. We were all eating pizza & I was getting so annoyed because it’s not like my son eats the chips every damn day. I told my husband to just stop & eat his food cause I was getting tired of him complaining he starts getting mad saying I’m shutting down that I don’t like being told anything. He literally wouldn’t stop taking and wouldn’t eat & he brought up his birthday that I ruined it (his birthday was 2 weeks ago) & I triggered him saying “funny how you request days off work when it comes to your family & friends birthdays or events but you worked on mine & my son’s birthdays”, then he put a pillow over my face & started smothering me, he started punching the pillow while it was in my face was in it so he wouldn’t hurt me that bad I’m guessing. Then he grabs me by the throat and starts saying how ungrateful I am cause he took all of us to the beach about 2 weeks later after my birthday. I told him that he basically had a birthday dinner cause his sister & brother took him out to eat about 3 days before his actual birthday & he had a steak dinner & all he said was I could try his leftovers when he came home. I wasn’t even invited to this dinner or he didn’t bring me anything back.
Then I said to him my point is that he plans days off for his family & friends but he doesn’t do that for his wife & son. Then he grabbed a slice of pizza & starts hitting me in the head with it and the bowl of ranch that we were dipping our pizza in he smears it all over me & I’m covered in pizza sauce & ranch.
I’m literally in shock & disgusted I felt so belittled like a dirty animal. I go to the bathroom & he kept telling me how I’m “the stupidest mother fucker he ever met in his life”
I’m so terrified he starts cleaning me with a towel & HE takes my ranch covered shirt off & throws a clean shirt for me to wear.
I haven’t fully gotten over this I’ve gotten extreme anxiety where I feel like I’m sick in bed & don’t want to get up. Random parts of my body feel sore from all of this & I feel like more happened but I lost part of my memory from the extreme fear I had in the moment. My husband has been acting like nothing happened ever but I know that he feels guilty about it & he did cry & said sorry by not wanting to be another statistic…