I F18 might have ruined my Father M44 relationship with his wife or me… am i being unreasonable?
This is a roller coaster so buckle up peps.
This all started when i was 13 years old. I started dying my hair and wearing makeup ect. I went to my father’s house,the moment i walked through the door my step brother Levi who was 22 at that time kept staring at me like i was his favourite meal, my step mother Michele commented on the fact that i look tacky with my new style and new hair. Since then i didn’t feel welcome in their home, i slept on a mattress in their living room with a thin blanket and pillow. And Levi started giving me unwanted attention. One night i woke up to Levi pulling my pants away and looked at my butt, i cried myself to sleep that night but never said anything to anybody. The next time i went things happened,im sure you can all guess what (🍇) i fell into a very deep depression and stopped sleeping over at my father’s house. I never told anyone what happened until this year when i told my Mom and Stepdad. My mom got an email from Michele saying that my dad 🍇 my step sister. We all knew it was not my dad and infact Levi. This year i send Michele an email saying that she has no right bringing her and my father’s marital issues to us because its not our fucking problem, i told her that i never want to see her or her basterd of a son’s face ever again. My father send an email back to me saying he is extremely disappointed in me for settling the matter in the way i did. After i got the email from my dad i send him a text saying that i would like to tell him my side of the story and the reasoning behind my email, but he seems like he doesn’t want to. I feel like im falling into depression again.