bad trip DMT
hey guys. I don't really. know how to put it into word because what I experienced was truly out of this world, I don't really know what to make of it and I wonder if anybody has had similar experience.
I started quiet recently and I have had very good trips so far but every time I was taking it a bit too often or a bit too many time the same night the last voyage was unpleasant, nothing crazy but just a reminder to leave it there. but this time was different. I starded doing it in a vape, which I love but its harder to know the right dose, and after 2 very nice voyages I decided to take a 3d one but higher doses. it send me straight to a place I never been and that I can't really remember much. all I can remember is that I wasn't alone and I was totally taken over by something really terrifying it felt like mucus was pouring non stop out of every orifices of my body, it had a taste of hell and it felt like it melted my soul ... happened in a loop for what felt an eternity ... I was fighting it a lot so I don't really remember everything in details but trust me when I tel you it was horrifying.
I went again a couple days ago , I had a really pleasant voyage , very smooth and full of vivd shapes swirling when out of no where the swirl change to an evil smile with sharp sadistic teeth and I instantly recognized him , he then used words in a undescriable language to do the exact same thing as the last time, melting my soul and pouring mucus out of my eyes ears mouth ... leaving me with the impression he was telling me that he could get me anytime ... I dint take as much this time so I wasn't as afraid and I still could open my eyes and recognize where I was which help me not panic and live it through but in the same time it left a bigger print on me because it was much clearer and I remember every detail of it ... the power it had on me and the way it used it still keeps me wondering because it did feel like something that could come out of my own imagination..
as anybody felt something similar ?