Genderfluid and birth control? Experiences?
Hi all, I hope it's okay to ask this here. If not, feel free to point me in the right direction!
Background info in case it's relevant: I (30, AFAB) have just recently settled on genderfluid as my identity. In my youth (17-18yrs), I identified as Trans, but over time (mostly due to society) just lived as female (now married with 2 kids). Over the years, I have started to become unsettled with who I am and past feelings of masculine physical desires have resurfaced. I don't completely hate the feminine side of myself and where I live it's just easier to continue socially presenting as female/more androgynous.
All that to say, I really hate the monthly bleeding (I always have) and would love to go back on bc to stop it, but I'm worried about if there is any chance it might make me feel more feminine/decrease my genderfluidity due to the extra hormones. (I will never do an IUD or an implant, thinking of going back on the pill)
Maybe it's a non-issue, but I'm just curious if anyone is willing to share their experiences?