My angry words
April 7th, 2026
"You are selfish, unreliable, disrespectful and full of shit.
You might not be a bad person at all, but you are one by choice, what you did to me was something I didn’t deserve but on top of all that I said you were, you are also a coward. The way you left tells me everything I needed to know about you, you avoided till the last moment, you broke my trust in you, you broke all I gave you, torn it all into peaces without thinking how could it actually affect me, you said you thought about it, but you only thought of taking care of yourself while not giving a shit about what could’ve happened to me, you are a creature that will not change and I really don’t believe you would even if you say so.
I really had a great time with you, I enjoyed and felt every moment cause I do feel what I need to feel, I don’t avoid my emotions nor my problems, I live, and you don't, you don’t know what it means to be alive, you are too self-centered and superficial to see the real world and what we all have to give, even yourself, you avoid yourself, and that will cost you a lot once you’re older.
I’m gonna be okay, I’ll always be, I’m just sad you didn’t thought about me for a bit before choosing to erase me, it’s sad, but I’ll be okay and I’ll eventually forget what you meant to me and all I gave you that you didn’t appreciate nor deserved, and I’ll find someone who will love me the way I need to be loved, someone who loves me the way I love, because I deserve that and more, and I will get it.
Genuine souls always win."
I was really mad and dissapointed when I wrote this letter, these are my angry words you'll never read.
I meant when I told you I was happy I met you and that I wished you a great life, I meant every word, it came out of my heart, like everything else I gave you.
I'm in a much better place now, emotionally, and I hope you heal everything you don't know you need to heal.
This is the last letter for you, who once felt like my first love.