u/Background_Sky7298

I’m 20 days clean of no porn and no fap I been addicted to porn since I was 12 so my mind was always clouded with brain fog I thought it was normal until now.

My mind is clearing daily I workout more daily my eye contact is way better and also my focus is better.

I’m not really doing this for any benefits I’m doing this to better myself as a person as a man sometimes I sit back and think what I put my exes through just because I couldn’t stop no fap and porn.

I be wanting to reach out but what’s done is done I just have to continue to better myself and focus on my journey and become a better person but hey looking to reach 30 days and I just want to say it’s not really nothing a doctor can do I been prescribed cialis I been to a lot of urologists trust me it works but will work better or you won’t need them if you stop touching your dick .

I know what leads to it the stress, depression,hard times I know it’s not easy remind you I was addicted since I was 12 so I know all the symptoms that comes with watching porn for years so I hope & pray you all make it through the storm and come out better

Long story short I stole my father porn dvd when I was about 12 or 13 got addicted young. I never knew how bad the addiction was until started to get older and realized when it’s time to have sex it’s either I won’t get hard or orgasm to fast if I do get hard I can only do 1 position which is missionary.

Which was frustrating me not knowing my penis is beat from all the fapping over the years I been in great relationships but always tend to fuck them up due to porn and not being able to express myself about my addiction.

Well now I’m 33 I am currently taken cialis hopefully 1 day at a time I won’t be on them long I always thought it was normal to have multiple thoughts going thru my head at once.

I recently just had sex with my gf which was amazing went way longer than usual I’m on day 6 and I can tell you fuck the benefits to be honest just do it for your HEALTH & MENTAL but I can tell you since I’ve stopped fapping my mind has been clearer I have been studying and reading like I used too sex also have been better I’m back lifting weights again sleeping better and this is only day 6 so I can imagine what 90 days a look like but for the men JUST STOP TOUCHING YOUR DICK I know it’s not easy as it seem but if you want a better life i say stop now i wasted 20 years stuck on that bs now I’m trying to uncensored my mind from all the naughty shit over the years but hope you guys doing well and just know that your not the only one going through it 🫡

God gives his battles to his toughest soldier that’s what sticking with me on my journey.