Groundhogs day sober and hate it
Few years ago i was a major drunk. Day drinking and taking on average 2 handles of whiskey and a captain morgan cannonball a week.Which did not include social gatherings. Just functional drunk levels. I ended up getting diabetes so my whiskey and cokes halted. Managed to control my self to light beer and cut the day drinking. That part wasn't so bad honestly and it permanently cut my weight by 30lbs. But it did make me into a weekend case of beer drinker. Pandemic steam rolled me and i started drinking a 12 pack of light beer 3/4 times a week. Ended up going sober for a few months lost that war. Right now i am down to once a week and made it up to two weeks once or twice. Problem is even with all this slowing down and trying to stop it hasn't gotten any easier. I just end up more bored and its sorta why i like this place because everyone here understands that. I don't want anyone to be proud of me because i don't care. I find drinking to be amazingly tasty and a fun time,the less i drink the less social i become. The only driving factor for this halt is to get off the diabetes meds but its coming at another great cost.