





Ever since I heard this recording, I haven't been able to stop crying. I’ve had this massive headache just wondering: Am I still the same daughter they were once so proud of?
It pains me every single day. I am so sorry Maa and Papa for failing to meet your expectations this time. Between severe depression and the reality of the CBSE checking this year, I felt like I ruined everything.
The guilt of hiding my failure from my Papa is suffocating, but I know I have to fix it. I’m putting this here because I know I am not the only one carrying a heavy secret from their parents right now. If you feel like you ruined everything too... we have to restart. We owe it to them, and we owe it to ourselves.....
And a big thanks to CBSE for this lovely gift I will never forget about.....