Breakup w/bf of 6months heartbroken :(
(24F) and (23M) dated for 6 months. I was so happy, or so I thought. We got into a disagreement about him DMing his ex back. Wouldn’t unfollow her. A few days later, he told me he didn’t see me as his wife. After a long talk, we decided to try to work through things. I brought it up again later and considered breaking up as I still didn’t feel reassured. Over the next week, he felt colder and more distant. It felt like we were hanging out less.
2 months before this all happened I slept over every night at his parents for 3 weeks while they were out of town. He had just moved into his new place now. I helped him and got him a bunch of things. He then told me sleepovers were only allowed on weekends, mostly just Fridays. I thought that was weird. A week of trying to work things out I was over at his place on Monday til midnight and it was raining. I wanted to stay over especially since he was going out of town for 5 days soon, but I felt like I couldn’t. It felt like he didn’t want me there. The next day, I decided to end the relationship and walk away as I was just sad.
During the breakup, he didn’t have many final words and still seemed cold. It’s been 4 days since the breakup, and I can’t get over the fact that I may never see him again. I’m heartbroken because it took me so long time to find someone to date, and this was my really my first serious relationship. I miss him greatly. I’m struggling to move on and stop feeling sad that he may never have cared about me as much as I cared about him, and that he probably doesn’t miss me.