The transcendent function
Hi all,
So this starts with a dream I had a year ago pre break up the night before we were due to see a new house together. I woke up knowing it was true and I needed to end my relationship but I didn’t. Two weeks later it was ended for me, by my ex getting ill and him breaking it off:
Dream 1: David (exes friend) was with a girl, but in the dream our feet and bodies were pointing to each other and there was a loud voice saying look you are meant for each other and you know this, but he doesn’t consciously know it yet. He is with her, but his body and feet are pointed towards you. And that me and my ex weren’t meant for each other.
There is a connection between me and David but I always quashed it. Since ending with my ex I have tried not to think about it because I felt it inappropriate or impossible. However I feel like my unconscious is pointing me in this direction and there have been synchronicities between us since ending with my ex. I am currently reading about holding the tension between the opposites and the third way. Since looking into this for around a week, I had this dream:
Dream 2: There was a boy and I liked him but he was in a mess. He had had a party with lots of food and it was all over the place: I got the sense that he was in a mess in his life, he had no job, no house, didn’t go to school and he essentially he wasn’t ready for a relationship. He lived alone in a sort of outdoor hall. Food was everywhere and he was eating soul. (That was meant to say soil but I kept it there). I ate some of the soil. We were tasting the soil together with a silver spoon. The soil was the floor of where he lived. I was pregnant. The soil look soft, glistening and dark. It looked fertile. There was a hole in it where we were taking spoonfuls of soil to taste from. I think he tasted it first and then me. I was intrigued. I felt as though the people in the dream did not think we should be together but this boy was intriguing to me. We didn’t speak, but there was some connection between us. I think at the end I was potentially going to leave but I kept looking back and I stayed watching him. My father was there saying I shouldn’t be with him, he was a mess.
David is currently now going through a break up himself.
Can anyone help me make sense of this please?
Thank you 🙏🏻