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I need to speak to somebody for advice I just don’t know where to go, I’m 20 years old and I’ve been watching porn since I was probably around 8, I’ve been in a relationship for well over a year now and never really have had any issues having sex or anything but I’ve still always just had an addiction to porn, it’s to the point where I’d just go when I was bored and had nothing to do or I’d look forward to it. There’s even times where I didn’t even want to but I’d still get up and do it I don’t even know why. Long story short my girlfriend had found out that I’d use porn in the beginning of our relationship, she had given me another chance and things were thriving but I still kept using, now she found out 2 days ago and has told me that she’s willing to give me another chance I just need to quit the addiction. Things have been different now and I’m just so full of regret, she’s calling me disgusting and honestly it’s true this addiction that I have really is disgusting even I know that. I feel so ashamed of myself and it’s so embarrassing trying to talk to anyone, I want to stop so badly so I can just have a genuine relationship with her she’s literally at her end yet she still is considering giving me this next chance, I’ve deleted all my weird ass Reddit accounts and have installed some blockers and even an app that tracks my days sort of like those alcohol rehab things, porn addiction really has been consuming my life and I hate it so much I’ve been distancing myself from her just because I feel like she deserves someone better because of everything I’ve done and caused.